I woke up to my eyes feeling heavy I felt as scared as the flashbacks from yesterday flooded my mind I was so induldged in yesterday and not being able to peel myself away from the pain that I hadn't noticed Justin playing with my hair, everything seemed so different. I finally pulled myself from my thoughts looking up at Justin.
"Morning baby" He smiled.
"Hi" I whispered quietly trying to sound convincing but failing.
"I told Kenny to cancel everything for today" He smiled down at me but I was far from laughing.
"Don't cancel everything for me" I whispered not looking at him.
"Babe you need me right now" He smiled
"I'll be ok" I lied. I didn't want him to know what I was really feeling.
"Your stubborn but everything's already been cancelled now" He laughed.
"I don't care we're still going" I fake smiled getting out of bed and getting ready for the day ahead Justin followed soon after even though he was a little annoyed with me wanting him to do work I didn't care I needed him busy so I had time to think about everything. I sat on te sofa in my jeans waiting for Justin to finish getting ready.
"You ready?" He asked me
I nodded standing up whilst yawning slightly, he went to grab my hand but I prented like I hadn't seen I didn't need anyone touching me right now I continued walking ahead hearing him sigh from behind me I don't what it was that scared me but right now even the slightest of things could shit me up.
Once we were in the car I reassured myself that Justin was the one person who was never going to hurt me laughing at myself for being so stupid I leaned my head against his body whilst he twiddled my hair in his fingers ever once in a while I would yawn and almost fall asleep on Justin shoulder but he would move to wake me back up again which was sort of sweet.
Justin's point of view
Scooter and Usher were suppose to be already at the studio when we got there but turns out they were just running late which kind of peeved me off but at the same time it was ok cause I got to spend a little more alone time with Melody even if she has been acting a little weird today. We were sat on the sofa Melody was sat on my legs as I had my arms around her waist I was whispering things in her ear making her giggle as my left hand played with her hair in a comforting manor.
It was about ten minutes since we arrived at the studio and Usher and Scooter had just arrived walking into the both they both looked at us, looked at each other and then looked back at me and Melody.
"Woah, woah, woah..what?" Scooter and Usher said at the same time looking at me aand Mel.
"What?" I asked completely oblivious.
"You and Mel?" Scooter asked laughing slightly at the sight he was seeing.
"Yeah" I smiled thinking about the fact me and Mel are together. It made me smile knowing she was mine and no one elses.
"Mel baby stay awake" I whispered in Mel's ear I knew she was tired and she needed to rest after last night the medics told me she needed to rest and I felt bad for keeping her awake but she just couldn't fall asleep yet.
"I'm trying" She mumbled a yawn escaping her mouth as she struggled to stay awake.
"I know baby I know" I whispered we were only waiting for Drake and Cody to come then everything would be cool.
Just as I was saying they better freaking hurry up Drake and Cody walked in stopping dead in their tracks at the sight of me and Mel together even though she was almost falling asleep again and desperatly trying not to.
