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#no sense of retaliation

Yoooo, what a delightful scenery

I'm about to puke, but I'll try to be sincere

How long has it been since you last had control

A year, a decade, such a grave secret you hold

I stand in shock, smiling like a fool

Yes, you did this to yourself, by letting it go

You were aware of the hazarduos outcome

Yet you chose to believe in fairy tales which ended up torn

What do those pupils visualize, besides darkness and misery

Why do those hands tremble so often, did they have enough

How is your mind handing, is it dead yet

Could your smile get any more fake, keeping your sadness in check

Go on, left facing the grey ceiling

Not moving at all, you seem made of stone

No motion, no expression, no hope

The outside cover hides the horror beneath it all

Stranger, outcast, loner, troll

Although you hate it, you can't let go

It's what you've become, you're ashamed

So disgusted, you can't even reason with yourself

Plagued with vindictive emotion

Your look is facing the walls of terror

You welcome no presence whatsoever

You could snap and resent it all, whenever

No one can get close, they should know better

All hell breaks loose, in that head of yours

I'm the best at keeping this between us

But if the end should come, I won't be there to save you

No, I'm not going to make you a promise

I won't be the answer to your release

So you know it already, you've settled with the thought

I am here in a moment of despair, otherwise you're consumed by it all.