I look at my surroundings and don't know how it was that I got here.
Was it you?
Was it me?
I don't care at this moment.
Something wet hits my forehead.
I look up as it starts raining.
The sky opens up.
And as I recall everything that lead to this, I start to cry.
The day we met.
Our first kiss.
When you discovered my deepest secret.
How you begged me to stop.
How you were there through good and bad.
The look of disappointment as you saw that I was hurting myself once again.
A song drifts from an open window, snapping me out.
The song that describes exactly what I'm living right now.
I don't know who it's by, but the song compels me to pause and listen.
🎶I'm holding on for my dear life to the railing on the roof.🎶
I look down at the ground.
🎶Im waiting for the phone to ring, to hear your voice again. Cause you're the only one that can save me from this dark an lonely end.🎶
As the song says, I'm waiting for you to show up and stop me.
For you to tell me that there's anything is better than this.
I look down as the song continues to play.
I put one foot over the rail.
The song continues.
I place the other foot over the railing.
I look down once again.
I know this the moment.
I could go back an pretend I'm a normal person.
I could jump.
I could just simply let myself fall back.
🎶As the ground is looking softer every second that I wait and the rain is stinging my skin as tears fall down my face🎶
I realize that the person who wrote this song knows what I'm going through.
Thoughts circulate my head.
Why can't I be normal.
Why?
That seems to be the main thing going through my head.
I turn as the the song speaks to falling.
My back to the ground.
My loose grip on the railing the only thing keeping me alive.
I know it's a six story fall.
The song has ended now.
But it's on a loop in my head.
But unlike in the song I know you won't show.
Freak!
Bitch!
Suicidal!
Are the words you screamed at me.
But the ones that hurt the most.
I NEVER LOVE YOU
With that last thought, I let go.
The song still plays in my head.
🎶And I'm falling faster than I fell for you🎶
I feel the wind rush and say a quick goodbye as the roof gets further away.
The song playing in my head gets louder with the wind.
🎶STOP🎶
It says as everything around me just...
STOPS.
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There is nothing wrong with the format. That's how I wrote it.
This is a song fiction as I already mentioned.
The song is called STOP by Dalton Rapattoni. The song is on the side. I hope you guys enjoyed it. And this song ALWAYS make me cry no matter what
