{ Regret } Sans x Shy!Depressed!Reader [DISCONTINUED]

Page One {New friends}

Things to know:

Y/n: your name
F/f: favorite food
Underlined dialogue is sign language

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Your P.O.V

I felt hot tears rolling down my cheeks as I stared out the window with dull eyes. 'Why, why do I live like this...' I felt a tears start to pour down my cheeks. My stomach twisted as a felt a familiar feeling... too familiar... guilt. 'You could've helped them...' The voice said I cried more and more until my eyes were red and actually started to hurt. I looked down at my arms looking at my scars slowly wiping the tears from my face.

'You're so pathetic!'

'You coward!'

'Murderer!'

Those words kept repeating in my head ever since that day. Sometimes I would think to just end it all. But i never fully committed to it I had always backed out at the last second. I was too afraid to even kill myself. I walked toward the couch and slumped onto it. I turned on the old TV and was on the news channel at some point.

"Breaking news humans are starting to make peace with monsters. The child that goes by the name frisk fell into mount Ebbot anD̸̡̢́͟͟͞͞͠͠͝d̵̨҉̡̨-" the TV started to flicker then and back to normal.

"Frisk the new ambass̴̷͘͢͠͞a̧̕̕͢͟͝͡͏̴̷̛͞͝d̵͝o̢͘͜͝҉r̵̷̶̀͟͝҉̴̴̢̡͡͞͏ ̶̸̧͘̕͟͢͝͝fo̸̢̕͢r̸͟͝ ̸̸̸̧̡̨̧̡̀́͟͝͝͞m̴̶̴̡͜͟͜ǫ̶̶͜͞͏n-" The TV flickered again and turned into static I eventually turned it off.

'They were talking about the new monsters'. I had nothing against them but just the thought of having to interact with not only new people but a whole new species made me absolutely terrified. Even talking to other humans made me terrified It's always been like this ever since your parents died I couldn't talk to anyone anymore. I lost all my friends, all my hope, and got bullied even more than I was before and it eventualy lead me to stop going to school all together. I slowly got up from the couch and walked to your room. I don't want to deal with social interaction today 'I'll just sleep in I don't need to eat today' I thought to myself 'I've gone without food before what's another day gonna do to me'. I walked to your bed and layed down. I snuggled into my blanket getting ready to go to sleep.

I woke up suprisingly late and starving I got out of bed. I haven't gone out and gotten food for a while. I walked to the kitchen and looked in the fridge I was right there's no food I'm gonna have to go outside to get some.

(Outfit you're wearing)

I got dressed in my ripped jeans, my black and white hoodie, and black shoes and walked out the door I decided to go out to eat. There wasn't many places to eat around my house but there was one so I decided to. I went outside and starting walking down the block and went to a place called Grillbys. I've been there before and the monster who works there pretty much knows me.

"Hey Grills the usual" I said to grillby in a monotone voice sitting down. He gave you an annoyed look and went to get the food he hates that nickname. I smiled at the reaction he gave to me for saying the nickname. He walked toward you with F/f and you heard the front door open. I looked behind me where the noise came from to see a short skeleton monster with a blue hoodie and shorts. Next to him was a little kid she looked around 8 years old they walked toward the chair next to you and sat down. I looked away trying to mind my own business and avoid making eye contact. I stared at my F/f deciding whether or not to eat. I started eating my food and glanced at the kid and the skeleton 'The kid looks familiar... have I seen them before...?' I kept thinking then it hit me 'that's the kid from TV the ambassador for monsters!' I think her name is Frisk? I kept eating my food and glanced at them again this time Frisk noticed and smiled at me. I quickly looked away blushing slightly at the fact I was caught staring at them. I was almost finished with my food until I felt something tug at my sleeve.

"Hi my name is Frisk and the skeleton next to me is Sans what's yours?" Frisk signed smiling at me as I glanced at the skeleton. I understood what she was saying since I've used sign language when I didn't want to talk.

"M-My names Y/n..." I stuttered nervously. I wasn't expecting to have to talk to anyone today.

"That's a pretty name wanna be friends?" Frisk signed. I blushed slightly at the fact that she called my name pretty but smiled. I nodded my head saying yes I wasn't really used to people talking to me. I quickly finished my food and walked out the door. Frisk waved bye to me and I waved back as the skeleton was drinking ketchup straight out of the bottle. I just gave them a weak smile and walked out the door. I started walking down the street home it was starting to get dark. I walked passed an alley and was gonna go home but I felt two arms grab me and pull me in. I couldn't see it was too dark and someone was keeping me from moving.

"HELP-!" Someone covered my mouth as I try to scream for help.

But nobody came...