BAD BOY

My life with CMB

I've never felt so powerless Were the days passed me by an my love turns from a beautiful flower to a untouched rose with thorns sitting in a garden waiting to be touched by the one person I yearn for bending on one knee looking up to the sky asking god why today you have to test me with these trials and Tribulation wondering why not a year or two later and you may say what does this girl know about love it's puppy love but people use that As an excuse for some one that broke their heart but this here is a love that can never be broken with lies ,rumors , thoughts ,neglect ,fighting or the truth you never know love unless u look it in the eyes an tell it your true feeling many days I sit down and think why is it taking me so DAMN long to come to my senses to tell him I'm done but I realize if he doesn't have me who does he have here he is telling me his deepest darkest secrets any one can imagine and for me to just leave him helpless as he kneels in front of me on a BENDED KNEE telling me how much he loves me and doesn't want to let me go and if we ever part their will always be a hole in his heart that can never be replaced by any other women but ME here I am speechless and him waiting on an answer what if I don't answer what becomes of this young mans future.......

By:Teonni Mötley
Title: paradoxical thoughts