꧁༺Loser (G.B.D) ༻꧂

E L E V E N

I wake up feeling excited and nervous. Excited to see my grandma nervous to see how my dad reacts.

I get ready for school and walk.

When I arrive at school I meet up with Izzy and we walk to art. I sit down and start doing some research on certain artists. It gets to half way through the lesson and still no Grayson. The bell rings and he didn't even turn up for art. Is he in school?

But soon enough my questions were answered because at lunch I saw Grayson's pushing some girl against my locker MY locker making out with her. I didn't want to disturb them but they are in front of my locker and I need to get my English book so I awkwardly walked up to them and cleared my throat
"Excuse me" I said and they didn't stop
"Sorry your in front of my locker" they still won't stop and I'm running late for English now
"FUCKING MOVE WILL YOU?" I yell and Grayson looks up rolls his eyes when he sees me and moves with his chick into the toilets.
EW
EW
EW
I get my books and walk into English

I am not going to work today because my grandma is coming home and I want to be there when she arrives. So I got Chloe to drop me off back home. I don't know if Grayson is coming tonight but I really need help with English I'm skipping up again.

I get home and find my dad sitting on a sofa with a sick bucket. He looks bad. I go to the kitchen and start cooking a meal for when grandma gets here. I then hear a knock on the door
"Are you expecting anyone" my dad slurs
"Yes I am" I say and I open the door to reveal my grandma. She is wearing black long pants and a yellow/ green t-shirt. She has pearl earrings and a pearl necklace. She smiles and I smile back.
"Come in" I say as i let her in
My dads face drops when he sees her
"Mom....mom... what are you doing here?" He asks trying to clean himself up.
"Look at yourself Tony. This is no way to behave. Shouldn't you be at work?" She asks
"Well.." He says
"He doesn't work. I work every night after school but today I called in sick so I could welcome you home" I say and my dad looks down in disappointment
"Your letting your own kid pay the bills?" She asks is disgust
"Mom you don't understand.." he says
"Ellie go upstairs me and you Dad need to talk." She says and I go upstairs.

The rest of the night was my grandma yelling at my dad and my dad crying.

I went to bed that night crying myself to sleep.

When is my life going to change? When is it going to start to get better.

I want it to get better...
it needs to get better ...