don't you dare leave me... (larry one-shot)

LOUIS POV

There he lay. in the coma ward. Harry, my sweet boyfriend. And it was my fault. Why did it have to be Harry! Why didn't I look out better? If I watched out I could have pushed Harry away. Then the both of them would be at the beach, swimming and playing games. But I didn't watch out better so Harry got hit by the car. It was my fault if Harry would die. Suddenly I was drawn back to reality when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

'We know it's hard for you Louis, but the doctor said he will be allright.' Zayn said.

A few hours later everyone later everyone had left. Everyone but me. I was just starting to fall asleep when the door slammed open. A very distressed looking doctor came in and at the worried expression I knew something was wrong.

'Doctor, whats going on?' I asked her.

She looked at her informationboard and said: ' It's very bad. Something went wrong during the operation. One of his ribs wasn't put back enough, so it pierced his heart. He isn't going to make it. I'm sorry'

And than my heart broke. Every chance to be with Harry were gone now. I felt the tears rolling over my cheeks. I took Harry's hand for the last time.

I looked at him and said:' Harry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. You have no idea how much I want to go back in time and throw myself in front of the car. You are my world and now you're leaving me. I'm sorry Harry. You deserved someone who could protect you, not me. Harry, I love you.'

I watched Harry as the night went on. I never prayed as much as that night. A few times my eyelids became very heavy but I willed them open. I would be there for Harry until the end.

A FEW HOURS LATER...

'Mister, wake up!' I heard a voice say. I looked up and saw the same doctor as earlier. I fell asleep? I should have been there for Harry not sleeping. I looked at the bed and saw Harry sleeping. I sighed, I was lucky he was still alive.

'Mister, he has only a short time left. The rest if your friends already said their goodbye's. Maybe it's time to say yours.' The doctor said.

At that moment my heart broke again. This was my goodbye to Harry.

'Sweet Harry, you were the best boyfriend somebody could have. I really regret all those little arguments we had because now l realise we should've cherized all our time togheter. I know I won't forget you. You were my first and l will never regret a thing. l just wanted to say that l love you' l said.

After my goodbye, l pressed my lips to his cold forehead. 'l love you.' my final goodbye.

beep... beep... beep... beeeep...

He was gone.

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