Chapter 7. i will love you always even if we cant be together

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by AlisonBonser

by AlisonBonser

James pov

I felt so heart broken, so lost and forgotten. Twitter was full of photos of them. I looked up when i heard the bus door open and Ben walked on with a smug look on his face, "What have you done now" i asked, "nothing you wont find out about soon" he said walking back to his bunk, and he was right i went on twitter and there was a photo of Ben kissing Alison and Ronnie in the background, "Ben how could you man, she was getting on with her life and you ruined it" i shouted back towards the bunks, "i did it for you man, though if you don't do something with her i will" he shouted back, "yes but you fuck everything that walks" i shouted before walking off the bus to go and apolagize to Alison, i found her sitting outside the FIR bus crying, "hey" i said, "fuck off your bands coursed enough shit" she said getting up, "Alison i'm sorry, i only found out when pictures went up on twitter" i said catching up with her, "theres pictures, thats even worse" she said sitting down behind the FIR bus, "here bought you a present thought you might need them, well i stole them off ben but he will get over it" i said handing her a packet of cigs, "Thanks James" she said giving me a hug then lit one, and offered me one which i took one, i lit mine and inhaled. "i really am sorry about Ben i had a go at him" i said, "its fine i guess, its like you go through stages where if that had happened id have died" she laughed, "but im in a relationship well i think i am i don't know anymore" she said starting to tear up again.

Alisons Pov

"Ronnie, he just jumped me please believe me" i said as i turned around, "i, i don't know, um i'll talk to you later" he said pretty much running away. i started to cry, "dude i'll finish up, and i'll talk to Ronnie i saw it all" said the merch guy, "thanks man" i said walking away, where i bumped into another member of Asking Alexandria, "you and mr loverboy not going so well, well you should see what you have done to James you whore" he spat, "i oh, Danny just leave me alone" i said walking away. i headed straight to the bar, where i was soon pulled away, "hey leave me, oh hey Dahvie" i said noticing who it was, "no drinking away the pain, it does nothing, i'll talk to Ronnie if you like? i know what Bens like, so its nothing to worry about", "Thanks Dahvie you really are amazing" i said giving him a hug, we walked me back to the bus then he said goodbye and that he would pop over tomorrow when we were at the next venue to talk to Ronnie.

I currently didn't want to face Ronnie so i just sat outside the bus thinking, i was just about to put my headphones in when i heard a familiar British accent "Hey" i looked up to see James, "Fuck of your band has coursed enough shit" i said getting up and walking away, i knew it was James fault Ben tried to ruin my relationship but to be honest i felt bad for James which is why i didn't want to talk to him. He caught up with me and explained everything about how he didn't know till he saw pictures and that he had a go at Ben, he handed me some cigs and we just chatted and smoked. "so you ok now?" he asked, "i guess yeah" i replied, "ALISON GET ON THE FUCKING BUS WE ARE GOING NOW" came jackys voice from the door, "James i'll text you i promise" i said giving him a hug then heading on to the bus, everybody just stared at me, "seriously stop fucking staring at me, i haven't done anything wrong, and oh im not explaining my self" i said marching back to my bunk, i lay down and started punching the roof, "i fucking hate ben motherfucking bruce, trying to fucking ruin everything that fucking cunt im gunna kill the bastard" i kept punching untill my knuckles started to bleed and Ronnie appeared, "do you mind pretending my bus is Ben and breaking it", he said looking at the roof of my bunk that was now covered in blood, he grabbed my hands shook his head then pulled me to the bathroom. He sat me on his knee then started to clean the blood from my knuckles, "you're a numpty you are" he said kissing my cheak, "i know what Ben was doing, it just pissed me off to know he would try so hard to ruin this just so you would run of to James" once my knuckles were cleanish he put plasters on them. "so no more beating up my bus" he said kissing my nose, "fine next time il just go beat up Ben" i said, "thats prob not a good idea either" he said laughing. we got up and walked out of the bathroom, i went and sat on my bunk and Ronnie went to sit with the guys, "oh don't forget to text James" he said walking past "how did you know" i asked, "you did sit outside my open window" he laughed, "ah yeah we did" i said. i got my phone out and started texting James

"hey oh my gid you wouldn't believe this but some weirdo with a british accent came up and randomly started talking to me earlier, strange right?" i sent, i didn't have to wait a long for a reply

"oh thats nice, was he a nice chap if not i'll beat him up" he replied, i actually laughed a little to loud,"SHUT UP" came many voices from the front of the bus. "sorry" i shouted back.

"Yeah he seemed ok i guess, his friends where acting a bit like dicks though, but i understand why, i noticed they would go through any length to make sure their friend was happy, and i think he would do the same which is why i would like to consider him as my best friend, because when ever i talk to him, he always makes me happy" i sent back to James