Yandere Sans x Shy/ depressed Reader

Waking up

*YAWN 

I rub my eyes slowly and stretch out. My spine cracking awaking my loving dog Suki who was sleeping on my lap.

 "Good morning Suki"

 I say still tried from the nightmares that still hunted me from my old life on the surface. My Ruby red eyes were dull and locked on nothing till a slimy tongue licked over my face. I snapped out of it to see Suki whining with her tongue still out. 

"Fine, I'll make food let me just get ready can you wake up Re and Luna?"

 I asked Suki. Suki was extremely smart for a dog but never took orders form any but me. With a nod of her her head she got up and headed to the small kittens. I got up to and walked over to the bathroom. I turned on the hot water and took off my clothes jumping in. The water woke me up fully washing away the sleepiness of the night. But the nightmare laid fresh in my mind as I remembered every detail. 

Nightmare~

I was chained to a cold wall. Burnt skin and blood filled the air with their rotting smell. My body weak and bruised with many cuts. Huge gashes that crimson blood pured form made up most of my stomic and back. The cuts were most likely infected with the dust and chemicals that had been pured on me days before. Suddenly the cell door opened making me wince and close my eyes at the light. 

"Ready to play some more Hun" 

My master said. I started to cry seeing a bottle of pills and a knife in her hand. 

"P-p-p-ple-please .... n-n-no ...... m-m-m-more" 

I said my voice soft. quiet and broken. 

"Sorry dear but its time for your punishment for taking in that dirty mutt you call a pet"

 Master said her grin became wider as she came right up to my face

 "Now ... Lets play~" 

End ~

*BARK 

*BARK

I could here Suki barking loudly from the other side of the door. I quickly got out of the shower turning it off and putting my clothes. I carefully put on a golden necklace that belonged to ........... never mind. After putting on everything I git out of the bathroom to be greeted by Suki with Re and Luna on her back. 

"What am I going to with you guys"

 I said with a smile on my face. I carefully took of the kittens from Suki's back then brought them down the stairs to the dinning room. I then put down the kittens and walk into my kitchen to get there food.  Going into the lower cabinets I took out the kittens wet food and Suki's dry food with some of her wet food. I filled the bowls neatly with what I thought was a good amount of food. I then wash out and fill their water bowls. Once done I got my own food ready which was bacon and eggs.

 It had not took me long to finish but once done I see all three of my little friends looking at the cooked bacon. I sigh but took one giving it to Suki then splitting another piece for Re and Luna. I smile and eat up my small tray of food. I usually did not eat in the morning or at all but did not want to pass out since I had to take Suki for a walk and get more food for the kittens. I put my plate in the sink then washed it. I looked back to see the kittens on the heating bed napping with each other. I then look to Suki seeing she was at the door her tail thumping on the wood floor. 

"I'm coming let me get my phone and headphones" 

I say as I rush up the stairs to get them with my purse filled with gold I had earned. I ran back down the stairs putting on my headphones not bothering to take the leash. I had never liked the idea of having a leash on my pets. I wanted them to feel free and explore all they wanted. I return back down to the door teleporting next to Suki. She was still sitting next to the door waiting. "OK lets go" I say opening the door to the cold forest we lived in. I walk out with Suki next to me then put on my headphones turning on one of my favorite songs. Turning on the song I start to walk into the forest passing through the large trees. I started to sing along to the song not noticing the shadow watching me. 

Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free, I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free, and

Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay, or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell. Did I ever even know?
Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see I will never understand
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same, and it all will fade to white

Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free--I'm
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free, and

Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black

If I make another move, if I take another step
Then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing of me left
If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night
Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?
Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?
I've forgotten how to see; I've forgotten if I can
If I opened up my eyes there'd be no more going back
'Cause I'd throw it all away, and it all would fade to black