The Best Summer (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter Six

-Sarah’s POV-

-What are you guys talking about?- I asked the minute I got down… because everybody shut up the minute I came down

-just sleeping arrangements-

-ohh cool-

-hey I’m here lets go- Louis said walking down the stairs

The rest stayed because we needed the space in the car, I was driving with Louis next to me and with a really friendly and lovable Harry and María in a totally full make out session, I look occasionally at Louis and then he looks at me and we laugh because all the noises those two were making, we shortly arrive to the store Louis told me to go. We got in and there were a lot of things to go camping

-I think I’m going to be sick- I said standing next to Louis looking for the tents

-why?- he asked me smiling ohh god… the butterflies again, I stared at him for a second and then remembered… you are staring

-look at them! They don’t get their tongue in their own mouth- I said looking at Harry and María who were sucking each other faces

-I know but they are in that stage of the relationship, if that's what they are having, where everything is perfect and is just kissing and watch movies and going out in cute dates, is what I like to call the honey moon stage- he started walking and I walked next to him

-god I hope that stage won’t last long-

-yeah we all hope that too, you didn’t listen to them but they got busy after we caught them in the act-

-are you serious?- we were whispering now, and I didn’t notice how close Louis face was to mine, and I guess he notice too because he stopped talking, he was looking straight into my eyes, I feel like he is looking at my soul with those blue eyes, he started to come closer to me, no I can’t do this, I moved my face and keep on walking, we almost kiss… okay yeah that is not happening, I have to keep my distance

-yeah… it was a bit disgusting, I mean I’ve heard Harry before but, god that was intensity- Louis said next to me, now is awkward, good, I always have to ruin things up

-thank god I’m not sleeping in there anymore- I said not looking in his eyes

-I thought you say yes-

-ohh fuck you are right- he laugh a little

-okay what are we buying?- Harry said with a big smile and does dimples showing

After selecting tents, lighters, and more stuff for camping we paid it all and load it in the car and go back to the lake

-umm guys why you took so long?- Liam asked us as we got in the house

-it took us a bit of a time to put everything in the car-

-okay when you were doing that did you notice all the paps outside?-

-what? No we didn’t see them- Harry asked worried

-look- Zayn passed us his phone, there were  a lot of pics, we going in, Harry and María sucking their faces off

-well… people know about us I think- Harry said huging  María fron one side

-I’m okay…-

-yeah yeah that’s not what management made ask- Liam Looked at me and Louis… ohh what did they have a photo of us almost kissing? –Louis Sarah… look at this one- we looked at the computer and it was what I was wishing it wasn’t, is a picture of me and Louis almost kissing, we look at each other for a few seconds, and he looked like he wanted to talk his mouth was ready but I could not hear him say anything, I just walked outside, I heard people screaming my name but I just keep walking, I walked until I couldn’t see the house, but I was still near the lake so I won’t get lost, I just need time to think, I’m not ready for this I just broke up with Jason and if I were I don’t know what if Louis just hurts me like everybody? I’m too scared to do this I can’t do this…but I think I really like Louis, and for what happen today maybe he likes me too… but I can’t do this I know I’ll get hurt I’m always the one that gets hurt, I sat next to some rocks and just looked at the lake it was a nice view, if only I had my painting things I could paint the shit out of this view.

After a few hours I thought maybe a should go back it was getting dark and cold, after walking a few minutes I could see the house again, and there was no one out, all I could see were a few light on outside of both of the houses, as got close I saw someone sitting outside, as I got close I could finally see who was.

-hi- a pair of blue eyes found their way to mine

-hi… I’m sorry that I ran away- I sat next to him in the front of the house

-it’s okay, María explained to me that sometimes you do that when you are nervous-

-ohh-

-can I ask you something?-

-o..okay-

-why did you run away? I mean i don’t get why you got so nervous-

-Louis is just that… I don’t know I really don’t know-

-is because I almost kissed you isn’t it?- I didn’t talk for a minute, I know he was looking at me waiting for an answer I could feel his blue eyes on me

-yeah- I said after a long time

-I should have known you didn’t liked me that way- I looked at him and he had his elbows in his thighs and his head buried in his hands -now I fuck it up-

-Louis Louis is not that… I.. I think I do like you, is just that I don’t know I’m scared I might get hurt, I think I’m a really bad choice for a relationship, look how all my last one ended and …-

I couldn’t keep talking because Louis lips were on mine, they were soft and rough at the same time, it was weird, after a few seconds I just let myself carrier away, Louis hands went from my neck to the down part of my back my hands were on his hair, he bit my lower lip earning a moan for my mouth, he took the chance to slip his tongue in my mouth, this felt right this felt right, Louis lips on mine felt right... his hands on my back, my hands on his hair, this whole moment felt right, until I got thinking, this is Louis Tomlinson, he’s a super mega star, he sings  in front of thousands of people, the dream of millions of girls and some boys… the guys that is on posters in María’s room, interviews, commercials, in concerts… I’m just any girl, a girl that lives in Florida that works and is going to college, we can’t be together this is totally not right… I’m just any girl in the world, he won’t be with me when he has models or other famous people wanting to be with him, I stopped kissing him, and he smiled at me

-just give me a chance-

-i..i…i’m sorry- i got up and got inside and run into my room, thank god María wasn’t with Harry I got change without waking her up and got into bed, I’m stupid I’m so so so stupid, how am I going to continue been here for the rest of the trip… my thoughts finally left me alone and I could get some sleep