Idek Hayes

You can go.

"You didn't do anything. Mads its okay!"

"No it's not okay!" I escaped his grasp and ran. I ran down the stairs past jack G room for a second I wanted to stop and go into his arms again but he hurt me. I ran out the door and into the street. I ran down the side walk until I reached the end of the road.

I gasped trying to breath. I was freaking out I was full of sadness ad anger and was about to explode. I seemed to calm down a bit.

I went and sat in the grass beside the sidewalk. I just look at all the cars pass by. a silver car, a red car, blue I look at all the colors as they zoom by. I hear foot steps coming my way and look down the sidewalk. it was Jack G. Great just the person I wanted to see.

"Hey Mads..." he had a sound of sympathy in his voice.

"What?!" I snapped.

"Look I know your mad at me its ju-"

I cut him off," you don't want me to go. you don't want me to meet the boys you don't want me to fall in love with one and get my heart broken! oh and who knows if I go I could mess something up!" anger filled every ounce of me.

"I just know that will happen. Maddy I'm your big brother I would never want to see you get hurt and who ever hurt you I would have to kick their ass. and I don't want to do that. all of those boys are heart breakers. they just have so many girls that want them."

"What if I don't fall for one of the boys?!"

"You will. they always do." he looked at me shaking his head. "Maddy just trust me. I hate seeing you like this. I don't like you crying. at all. I realize I was the cause of this one but what I said is true they are just a bunch of heart breakers."

"At least just give me a chance!" I got up and looked him right in the eyes.

"I don't know Maddy that's a hard decision for me to make."

"Please."

"Maddy I will give you one chance. and if you fall for one of the boys and you get hurt that will have to be a price you pay."

"Thank you Jack I love you you are really the best big brother I could ever have and I don't know where I would be with out you."

"I love you too Maddy and I always will." I gave him a hug and we started walking back to the house. he rested his arm on my shoulder and I leaned my head on him. He really was the best brother ever.

We walked back in silence but it was a comfortable silence.