The Last Time, I swear.

I pace my room reading the text again and again. I cannot believe she did that to me... Sara, my best friend since kindergarten, asked out Jason, my crush of 3 years, and he said yes. She knew full well I liked him... 'That stupid fight...' I thought.

Some one rang the door bell. I tossed my phone on my bed and ran downstairs. I hopped over my dog, Melly, and got to the door just as they rang again making Melly raise her head and pick up her ears. I Open the door. It was Sara's brother Zak. 

"Zak?!" I said surprised, Zipping up my hooding to block the cold. "You can come in."

"I heard what happened" Zak said, closing the door, and the snowy cold behind him. He put his arms on my shoulders and pulled me into a hug. 

"But, Zak?" I say before I pass out...

When I come to I find myself on my couch. With Zak staring at me. With concern in his eyes. 'Woah, he is so... No!' I stopped my self before I could finish my thought. I attempt to sit up but find I am restrained some how. I look into Zak's eyes. 

"Zak? Whats going on?" I asked starting to panic. 

"You passed out, so I laid you on the couch and you started thrashing and trying to hit me and falling off the couch," He says losing the belts looped around me. "So, I strapped you in." 

"Oh." I say, happy to be able to sit up. I help him with the last few belts. Zak was the first boy I ever liked. he's only two years older. When we got all my belts off I swing my feet around so the are on the floor.

Then I remember what Sara did. I turn to Zak grabbed him and kissed him. He broke away. 

"Woah, Belle. You maybe be Sara's cutest, awesome-est friend, but what was THAT?" He asked. 

"Oh, shut up." I say with a playful smile and I kiss him again. This time he kissed me back... 

I pulled a way and sat back, a little out of breath. 

"Thank you for that!" I say. It was the best kiss I have ever had. And with my being 15 and not very popular it was also my first. It was amazing. I have liked Zak for a while. Sarah would never a prove. But she's dating my crush, so fuck her.

"You are very very welcome. Thank you." Zak said with a big smile on his face. I got up and walked slowly toward the kitchen. 

"Want anything?" I asked. He thought. 

"Coke?" I nodded and went to get two Cokes. As I left the kitchen and handed him his drink, I thought of how crazy and rash that was. I never do stuff like that. 

I sit down pop open my coke and take a sip. I sigh and lean my head against his shoulder. He put his arm around me, and rubbed my shoulder. 

"Wait," I said. "Why did you come over??" I blow my bangs out of my eyes. 

"I came to see if you were OK after I heard what Sarah did with Jason. I mean you've liked him forever." He supplies. 

I nod, then say "How did you know I liked him?" 

Zak laughed "The walls are pretty thin." 

I think over everything I've said in Sara's room over the past few years about everything. Zak most likely know all my secrets. Even things that he shouldn't know about. Like My abusive ex-boyfriend Alex... 

"What do you know?" I ask 

"Well..." He begins launching into basically my life story, pausing on briefly to tell me what he did about Alex...