I used to say that I loved you
I used to act like a fool
But now I hear that you're wondering, if the girl I run with
Is treating me cool -
You freaking gotta be kidding me, look at all that you did to me
Why the hell would you be wondering who's kissing me now?
- - -
"What the hell?," I screamed at her.
"Ashton!" she whined grabbing her clothes off of the ground.
"Get out!" I screamed pointing at the door.
"Ashton! I'm sorry! Don't be like this!" She begged getting on her knees.
"Get off of your knees, you've done enough of that already." I scoffed at her.
Her eyes widened as she ran back to the room collecting her things and the guy she was just sucking off in my house.
The house I bought all the way in California because she wanted to move.
I got in my car and drove to the liquor store, getting a bottle of rye and leaving the rest of the dignity I had left.
Drinking my problems away, and calling my closest friends over.

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kidding me | ashton irwin
FanfictionYou were always looking for attention, I was holding on to my abandonment obsession.