Liar.
You're a liar, and I'm surprised I believed you for as long as I did. I was a fool. I am a fool for ignoring the truth. I wanted so badly to trust in you, and you did the same thing you always do. You betrayed my trust, and you betrayed me.
Never again; you'll see. I won't let you lie to me again. You're out. Our relationship is done. I don't care what you want or what you "need" from me. It's over, and I'm done with your bullshit. Grow up. Act your age. I'm tired of dealing with an adult who constantly acts like a child. There's no reason for you to act the way you do, and I'm done calling you out on it and having you act "innocent" and like what you're doing is some big joke. It's not a joke, and it's not funny to anyone besides your twisted little self.
People like you disgust me - lying to get what you want. Crying because the things you have aren't "the best" or what you currently want - because your opinions change constantly and nothing is ever good enough. Not the best man who's ever walked into your life, not your job that's saved you from tough times being even tougher, not the people who care about you, not your FUCKING CHILDREN.
Ah, yes. Your children. Your own little humans that you thought it would be okay to fuck up. That you thought "Well they wanted to~" and allowed them to do as they pleased, watch what they pleased, regardless of how healthy or unhealthy it would be for them. Do you even see them today? Truly see them? Do you see the scars you've left them with? Do you see how deep those scars run?
"It was funny~"; "I'm not mean, I'm funny~"; *feigns innocent expression* "I don't know what you're talking about, I'm an innocent angel~"; "Well they wanted to watch it~!".
Fuck. You.
Own up to your bullshit. Admit when you're wrong and apologize. Learn from your fucking mistakes; do your best to not repeat them.
And yet here we sit. Your bullshit on repeat and your story full of lies. And the foolish me who believed you'd changed the song onto something new, something good... something worth trusting you over.
Liar.
You're a liar and I hate you. I hate you to the point that there aren't enough words to express my hatred for you. I tried, I really did - I tried so hard to love you and lose my feelings of hatred, but now? Now that I know the truth, there's nothing that's going to make me "appreciate" you, or love you, or feel anything towards you besides hatred and betrayal and anger and pain.
My life will continue on without you. Our relationship is finished.
I hope you suffer for all the pain you've caused with your bullshit.
