SCARES

What are scares are they marks on your skin that tell your story your history. What are the reason we have scares no one knows why. We have our scares because, they don't know your story. They look at us and ask "how did you get those scares". We say it clam as can be "oh I feel it's nothing I am really clumsy". As I lie about my scares a huge feeling of guilt over comes me . I just lied to a persons face about my scares. What if they find out the truth what will they think of me. Will they judge me will they report me to the authorities. Will they take me away from this place. My scares are not just physical there mental to. These scares tell my history tell, my story and tell what I had been, were I had been, and what my life was like. I have been through depression, verbal abuse, bullies, sexual abuse, and an abusive realshionship. This is why I have my scares. My life has been the worst life ever. The only reason why I am still alive. Is because I met a guy who doesn't abuse me in any way. this is why I am still alive I met an amazing guy. I still put scares on my body my thighs, my legs, my wrist, and sometimes my stomach. I always hide my scares as much as I can. I hate when people see my scares. I feel like they look down on me as the chick that cuts herself. I can't get help my parents have tried and tried but nothing works. I still put scares on my self and it feels so good. I don't know why I like the pain I really don't I guess it's just me.

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By: ToddsWifey10-18-12