stupid poems about love.

sorry

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry

My head is filled with apologies
Some are empty
Some are full
Some I wish were something they weren't
Sometimes I can't tell
And sometimes I don't want to know

I don't know what else
To say except I'm sorry
So I keep saying it
Because maybe you could understand
If I said it enough

Please forgive me.

I sit here and write poems
So I can see the words,
Not just feel them
Bouncing around in my head.
The only thing I can catch is
"IM SORRY"

over and
over
and over
again.

And you,
I'm sorry for not loving you
Anymore because I have no
Idea who you've become. You've
Molded to the shape of another
Being.

And you. Oh, God.
You,
I'm sorry for fucking up your life.
I'm sorry for loving you when I should
Have stopped a long time ago.
I'm sorry for bringing it up and
Throwing it into your face
When you're just trying to live your life.
I'm sorry you hurt.
I'm sorry you're the thing that hurts me.
I'm sorry you'll never understand.
I'm sorry I get mad at you.
I'm sorry I get scared of being lonely
So the first thing I think of is you.
I'm sorry none of these things are really
My fault but I'm
Still
Fucking
Apologizing.

But I'm still sorry
For messing up your life.
For meddling in things I shouldn't.
I'm sorry for existing.
I'm sorry for everything I do.
I'm sorry you ever met me.
I'm sorry I ever met you.
I'm sorry you have to put up with me.

Sorry. I'm not trying to be dramatic...

I'm sorry I'm sorry im sorry im so so so sorry im sorry I;m sorry im sorry im sorry I am sorry for everything

I don't know what else to do
I don't know what else to say
I don't know how to make it better
I don't know

Because I could say it in a
Million different
Languages or
Sing it in a million different
Voices or hear it
On a loop for lifetimes
But they would all mean
The exact same thing.

All I seem to be able to do is
Mess things up and make life
More complicated.
I never wanted to end up this way.
I never thought I would end up this way.
You have
To believe me.

But if I know myself,
I am going to keep apologizing
And saying "I'm sorry"
Until the day I die
Because

I am sorry

For everything

And im especially sorry if I've made you sick of hearing the words

I'm just sorry