chapter 25

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Angels P.O.V

break up with me is that what he wanted I mean we only started to date 4 days ago not even date but to be girlfriend and boyfriend for 4 days and he goes missing and then he comes back and wants to break up with me when tomorrow is my birthday,like really?

"Yah yah."I could swear I was holding back the tears but I had to fight all my urges not to cry.

"You shore?"no I am not....u think I want to break up with you,of course not.

"Yah yah,I meant we make it official one day and 4 days later u go missing with no phone calls and all that and you come back and you wanna break up and of course I am fine with that."I hope he would understand that I am not fine with it.

"Good I understand.....so we're good right??"NO WE ARE NOT!!
"definatly"no...no matter how many times I kept saying no in my head it would not help.

"Oh u wanted to tell me something and guess what,me and Paris are a gouple."his smile so big and the way he says it only filled with joy and happines so why should I end this smile?

"M-me......yah I wanted to tell u the same thing,u know b-break up with u."I lied I am so bad at lieying but he seems to buy it.he looked at the time on his watch and I knew it was time for him to leave.

"I gotta go....will catch u later right???"I hope later will be next week when my broken heart has healed from this break-up.
"Yah definitely."he gave me a quick handshake and left and for me I ran all the way to my room and into the bathroom and took a razor,lifted up my long sleeved shirt and cut about 4 to 9 cuts.....yes I self harm,so what it helps and from there I went to my bed feeling a little dizzy due to blood that was oozing from the cuts and drifted off to sleep with me laying on the bed on my back and looking at the ceiling with my bleeding arm next to me.The last I thought of was those words.we need to break up.thinking of nothing but and how he hurt me like this and now the pain grew thinking about my so called father.I just closed my eyes and went to sleep and hopefully I die in my sleep.

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