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Memories & New Beginnings.

It was 6 AM and I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock beeping in my ear. As any annoyed morning person would I took my fist and slammed it gently but still rough enough on the alarm clock to shut it off Or shut it up. The loud crash of my fist pounding my alarm clock woke my mother up. She being worried Old women sensitive to Loud noises came running Into my room. In her pale pink old scruffy housecoat. Crying out my name in Panic. "Violet! Violet whats going on! What was that!". My door flung open hitting my dresser behind it. The noise of my dresser smashing into my door frightened my mother and myself. As my eyes opened so ever slightly to the sounds of All these noises going on around me. My head starting to get dizzy and before you know it. I Wake up to the sound of a Beeping Monitor Making my head Want to Explode into 1000 Pieces. The first thing I Say. "Ow, Where Am I". The Feeling of my Mothers hand Clenching mine Made it hard to focus on anything else. I Fastly slipped my hand from hers and a Worried but Relived look appeared on her Flushed Tired face. A Nurse comes running In and Inspects me asking me over and over and over again, "Does this hurt?" "How are you feeling?". With all of the beeping Monitors and Loud crashes of Hospital beds Flung against walls. Doctors and Nurses running to each awakening patient my mind wasn't focused on where I was, cause clearly in the hospital, But why? I Questioned myself this till I heard the words. "Violet are you ready to go home?". I Replyed softly With a Yes. My voice is scratchy from lack of water. My legs being weak that I Almost collapse to my knees on the White Tiled hospital floor. All the brightened lights beaming into my eyes For the first time in a few days. I Was still unsure why I Was in the hospital. But my mind was set on going home. As we left the hospital full of horrid memories. I Let out a huge sigh but In a good way. My mother opened the door to her Old style 2000 Audi. A Loud creek set out of the rusted but still sharp car door. We drove off for miles But it felt like seconds I Guess staring out of the window takes your mind off time, Or the fact of how many questions were running through my mind. Being difficult enough of trying to figure out Why, When, What, And How in each question. Finally, A Heard a loud Screech of The car wheels Stopping in The Driveway. Looking Around to see. Our Small but Very decent sized Dark home, Porch the same like it has been since I Was 7, Balcony still standing tall, The Dark grey windows, I Lurked inside standing out front of the house, Using my Dirt Stained sweater to Unfog up the window, We didn't live in a neighbour hood where all the kids would play out in the streets, Infact we have no street, We lived out in the middle of a Tall pine tree forest, Filled with rare flowers, Packed in with all sorts of delightful scents, I Mean I loved it, As a kid I would wonder the forest picking flowers to put in our Centre piece at the dinner table, My mom and My dad would always be so Happy to see a new set of flowers in our purple chizzled to perfection vase in the middle of our Dark wooden dining table, As I Grew older I Stopped, I Became more and more depressed being out here all alone, I Didnt make alot of friends often, I Was always alone, I Used to sit out in the forest In the spot I made for years, It was surrounded by Delightful flowers and Scents, trees, I Hung many white vined roses Along the trees, I made leaves into Walls and Put up a Hamock In the middle, I Had a minifridge connect to a long Cord going into the house, I Placed under the ground so It would seem more like nature, Nature had always been a very Big escape from reality for me, I Guess I Loved every bit of the trees and Flowers, But for some reason my mind had grown into Very dark thoughts as I Touched 10 years old, That was 6 years ago, I Turned 16 not too long ago, About a Month Ago. The Touch of The leaves Always made me feel like I Was at home, I Guess the agony of The situation Always got me, A Few days later A Few moving cars pulled up on a Gravel road out front of our house leading to the main road. Next pulled in a Huge cart connected to a truck, On the back had a Huge pale white tarp strung across a Large Structure, My mind was Curious as to what the Hell was under the Tarp. They backed the large Truck into the Field on the other side of the gravel road facing my house. They lowered the structure onto the ground and yanked the tarp off. My eyes were Astonished by it, It was a house. A Beautiful house just like mine, Very Old but still very nice. Cozy, Warm, Small, House. It looked a lot like mine it shocked me a bit. In a smaller car Infront of the truck before parked on the Gravel road. A Women A Man and A Boy came out of the car, The Boy was Jaw-Dropping, Stunning. So many things put in one God damn hot Body. His hair was Black Like his Eyes, God even black looked so Hot. He was Ripped too So Muscular, His skin So perfect for him Tan as the sand on a beach on a hot summer day. "Violet?... Violet!". My mother yelled at me."HUH". I Replied shocked because I guess I was staring at him. The family walked up and Introduced themselves. The Women's Name was Maggie And The Man's Was Glenn And The gorgeous Son's name was Tate, Did I say gorgeous I Meant, JAW DROPPING HOT TAMALE BEEFCAKE GORGEOUS HUNK THAT LIVES IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE-. Moving on We Introduced our selves, Me being Violet, My Mother Michonne, And my father Rick. We lived Surrounded by a Large Steel picket fence All around our land, We had a Very Large plot of land. As they Went inside of their home to set up, I Went to pick flowers for a garden I Had been working on for quite some time now. Tate walked over to me and Poked me. At that time I Wasnt prepared and I was quite busy with My flower gathering that I Didn't realize or hear him walking up behind me. I Jumped and looked around and said. "HEY!-Oh Sorry! I Didn't realize it was you". He replied Laughing Very loud."I Can see I Thought for a second u soiled yourself". We Had a good laugh We walked around for awhile Joking and I Threw in a few flirts and He did back. By the time we Got to my little Leave den As I Call it I Was already blushing a very bright maroon. He looked at my flushed face and Giggled to himself. Of course, he did it loud enough for me to hear and Scrunch up my Nose. Maybe he did it because he wanted to see me Blush more and scrunch up my "Adorable Small" Nose again. I Had scrunched up my nose a few times I'm not sure why I just did it. I Showed him my little Leave den and He laughed but Thought it was pretty cool. We sat on my Hammock for hours Laughing and Talking about Our weird lives. We Met around 2 PM And now it was 7 PM. We chatted for 5 hours. It was so much fun and He is so hot It made my Heart melt he even Paid Attention to Me. We finally heard Maggie his mother, Yell."TATE ITS GETTING LATE!". I wanted to ask him to spend the night... I Got so nervous and I Gently asked."Hey... Tate, You Wanna Spend the night..?". He looked shocked but surprised and Said."Sure why not let's go tell my parents." We walked over to his house and told his parents. We went up to my room after telling my parents. We sat for hours it hit 10 PM. I Went to go change and turn out the lights I Didn't realize a cord on the ground for my charger. I Tripped and fell And Tate was sitting at the edge of the bed And He caught me. We just looked at each other and Then he kissed me I Was kinda shocked at first But I kissed him back. I Guess it was Love at first sight? I MEAN HE IS A HOTTIE- Whoops. We made out for a few minutes on my Bed and He started taking his Shirt off and I Pushed it back down Since we just met. He nodded And we Kissed for awhile. We fell asleep in each other's arms and That felt so great. I woke up the next morning to a note saying. "Hey Vi I had to go out with my family be back soon -Tate". I walked out of my room to my parents staring at me and I was so confused then I realised while me and Tate we're making out we knocked over a glass vase in my room. Whoops? I walked outside to see Tates Mom and Dad Arguing and Tate standing there. I got confused but didn't want to interrupt seeming as it's not my place to. I turned around and Tate screamed,"VI WAIT HEY!". And ran over to me I smiled and grabbed his hand firmly and sprinted with him across the back fields of my house. Into the woods and into my Leave den. I grabbed his face with my hand and started kissing him. Jesus it felt so good to put my lips on his. He grabbed me by the waist and layed me down on the Hamock feeling me up and down the side of my body. It sent chills down my spine. His hands so soft and so warm. He slowly inserted his tongue into my mouth. Our saliva started mixing and his tongue touching mine. I had never done this or even thought of it. Yes I had watched Netflix, YouTube, Videos and Shows of people doing this but. I was veryyy Untrained. I felt kinda stupid because I didn't really know what to do. Tate whispered in my ear."just follow my lead". We made out for 30 Minutes straight. Damn it felt good. Tates tongue guided me most of the way but I think I got the hang of it eventually, we fell asleep watching Netflix on my laptop in my Leave den. It was nice. His body was warm and mine was cold but he instantly heated me up. His muscular arm wrapped around me made me feel safe and at home even tho I just met him yesterday I felt so close to him like I could tell him anything. Is this what love is? Is this love at first sight? I asked myself all these questions and I just stared into his dark beautiful eyes and got lost. So lost in his perfection. He is truly perfect. God he really is. We layed there for hours. We woke up multiple times just looked at eachother, kissed and fell back asleep. It was great. It was very warm since we had a blanket and pillows on the hammock. Tate made my life better.