He's still haunting me.
He's constantly creeping into my dreams.
He's still in my wild fantasies.
He can still make me feel ecstasy like he always did.
He's still my most favorite nightmare.
A nightmare that I know someday would crash me into pieces...
It's a Saturday and I have lots of visitors in the house, expectedly. Macho and his daughters have been regular here even before the holidays. 'But you have lots of houses and apartments around America, which one do you mean?' -you might say. And yep, I've been staying in the particular house that me and Alex had bought together in LA. This house always makes me feel we ARE a family. The complete family that I've always dreamed about. The complete family I've once built, and had fallen apart. And now I'm trying to build a new one again. And I'm happy it's slowly working.
Leah also comes around and again, with some "eye sores" to me: Beau Casper so-not-Smart. Today is their third time going to my place together and I'm afraid that they are going to get regular around the house. In Leah's case alone, it's okay cause she's been regular here ever since. But with her toyboy? Ugh I don't think so..
Barbara serves some food and drinks on the sala for my "guests". Thanking her, I tell her she could leave after she cooks lunch because she asked me earlier if she could have a 'half-day off'. She wants to visit her niece who just gave birth and I allowed her.
It's just me, Alex, Leah and Beau talking about random stuffs and all that. While the coconuts and Alex's daughters are having their own fun. My mom will come around the afternoon. And is it just me or Beau has been eyeing me pervertly ever since they got here? How can he act like that here in MY house. And besides that, at least he should have feared my boyfriend's presence. It's been moments and I'm the only one who notices. It makes me wonder why did I even date this douche before.
"I'll excuse myself a bit, be back right away." I say as I head to the kitchen, not intentionally to go to the bathroom and pee. I just want to take a break from all the talk and with somebody's presence. And let me just say, I'm 100% over Beau but that doesn't mean I've forgotten 100% of what he did.
Just as I turn away from the kitchen counter, speaking of the tongues of all demons, here he comes.. Thank god he isn't looking at me. What is he doing here anyway?
I decided to go back to where Alex and Leah was. But as soon as he got past me, he grabs my butt making me jump in horror!
"Those cheeks.. they're still beautiful.." he says in a low voice and honestly as he said that, I wanted to smack his skinhead with a stool. Unfortunately there's no stool here. And fortunately I managed not to do something brutal, I look at him angrily instead.
"Just wanna ask where's the bathroom?" He says coolly like he hadn't done anything and I got even more pissed off. "Oh maybe it's over there.." He makes his way, not waiting for my answer. And because it's no way I will answer him after what he did.
I sigh, trying to calm myself like exhaling some negative energy then I make my way back to the sala.
"Hon, are you okay?" Alex asks worriedly.
"Yeah," I fake a smile like I wasn't just harassed in the kitchen in OUR very own house. "Where's Leah?"
"She's got a call."
I go outside and waits for her a bit to finish her call.
"Yeah no problem. Bye."
She hangs up her phone so I go near her. This has to stop before it gets worse. Whether she like it or not.
"Lee, I gotta tell you something," I start. "But I need you to be more open."
"Hmm about what Jen?"
"Your boyfriend. You need to dump him Leah. He's no good at all."
She sighs but I continue, "He's just after your money, your body.. and maybe even after me.. I don't know. He's been eyeing me the way I don't like everytime you guys come around."
"Jen you're my bestfriend but you can't just go ahead telling me to break up with someone I'm in love with."
She raises a brow at me, "And you have no proof at anything you're accusing him."
"That perv-" I rephrase, "that guy just honked my ass in the kitchen!"
"Do you think my boyfriend is still crazy with you? He's over you, okay! Stop fantasizing! You have your Alex or you can hook up with Guzman for all I care, but not with MY Beau."
"I'm just concerned about you! He doesn't love you he's just after something and we have to stop him before it gets worse!"
"Ugh Christ stop that Jennifer! You never make-up stories before and now I just can't believe that you do."
Leah walks out from my face, (basically walks in to the house to get her bag) and I heard her saying bye to Alex because she has "more important" stuffs to do.
She rushes outside, tugging her pervert boyfriend behind her.
"Leah.."
"Sorry Jen." She shakes her head like telling me she can't do what I said, and they go.
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This is Beau being so perv around Jen.. And Jen seems just okay with it😪
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