Why Hurt ME

Part 1 Who am I

Damn... Fresh out of high school nothing to do but walk this street what will I do with my life all my friends are all going out of town for the summer high school basketball is over that suck. Oh, sorry did not see you reading there well let me tell you who I am. I am Khari an I am 17 teen toyboy who loves herself. I stand at 5 feet in 110 pounds  I would love to tell you everything about me but you will get to know as the store goes on. But I am gay I love it an yea my family know it. I am the baby of 8 kids but let's not talk about them this story is about Khari which is me in how I get hurt by the one I love. Anyway, Today is May the 21, 2007 3 days after my last day of high school. I have 3  months before I am off to college yes. I want to pick Jackson state Omg I am going to be turn up lol but I have to get a job like right now have to show that I can do thing on my own first thing first right have to find a job but my mom went my work for her I have to think about it because yes she cool an amazing but dammit she does the damn the Most at time ugh but she a lot she a chief she does her own cooking  business and she a nurse part-time.

She tells me and her mother vice) Khari you need to get your left right before going off to college you the first out of all your sister an brother to go to college. Ugh, see she do too much. Pause I might seem like a needy girlfriend a messed an up best friend in a brat a spoiled brat in the story but these people made me this way unpause continue to read Is always Khari this and Khari that damn let me have a min shit I did just finish high school goddamn it. But all Khari what to do is be with her girlfriend an best friend an party a play ball is that too much to ask my dad take care of me anything I need an what I get it I mean my mom has her good days when she does the same but I have to work for her to get anything like I am the baby spoil me so I can do me but now its all over no more fun.

But shit I want to have fun I had all B an A an school do I  get a break HELL NO I DO NOT ugh. I just went to make this money LIKE my dad is always working. So let me tell I love to dance an playing basketball which I will be playing this summer with my best friend jazz you will meet her and my girlfriend in the next story.

But Now that I am out of school thing is not the same as everyone is always busy. I worry about picking the wrong school Southern Miss or Jackson State I am in love with that school or Mississippi State. I want to work so bad but I want to party an fuck with my friends an girlfriend for they the only people that really get me have more friends but them two people are the crazy and in I love them so well as the story goes on I thought they love me too sometimes shit does not go as you want it to go but me being Khari I try to make the best out of everything an everyone but that just me got to love me for me because I do well I think I do. But hi you there goddamn I hope you're still reading because it may look like it may not get good oh it will. It will be hate love sad rape drugs taking cutting my life take a turn for the worse after all the good thing passes throughout my life. I get takes down the wrong path so plz keep reading because now the thing will start to go from good to fucking bad just know some people are not who they say they are even after loving them for so long watch who you love an call your best friend. Because people are fake and fuck up they will try an take you down some time you cannot stop what happens because of your feeling watch your back because the story Khari sure need to.