most beautiful tragedy || g.d.

f o r t y t w o

"Neels?" I said and he turned his head to me, smiling.

"Hey, pretty."

"I don't think it's a good idea that you're here right now." I said going into the apartment, him following me behind and closing the door.

"Why? Grayson's not here." He raised an eyebrow.

"Exactly. I don't think he'd like it so much if you were in the apartment with me. Alone." I said. "You saw how he reacted earlier."

"He doesn't have to know." He smirked and I frowned.

Why is he acting like this?

"I don't like keeping things from him."

"Whatever." He looked around the apartment then back at me. "So are you two fine now?"

"Not exactly." I said, becoming a little cautious of his behavior.

His eyes scanned my body then he smirked. "You looked really sexy today, you know that?"

I froze as he walked closer to me.

Grayson was right.

He is just trying to get into my pants. 

He stopped in front of me and traced his finger up and down my arm slowly. It's as if I couldn't move. I was really frozen.

"I know a way to make you feel better." He said in a sexual tone.

"N-No." I said gaining confidence.

"What did you say?"

"I said no!" I shoved him back. "Get out!" I yelled.

"Or what?"

"I'm gonna fucking call the cops if you don't leave this instant! Get the hell out!" I kept yelling.

"I thought it was gonna be easy going for that dumbass's girl. Guess I was wrong. Pity."

"GET THE FUCK OUT! NOW!" I yelled and he rolled his eyes and slammed the door closed as he left.

I put my hands over my mouth, shocked with what just happened.

You should've listened to him, Tammy.

Then you would be with him right now, sitting beside him, holding his hand and catching glances from him every now and then.

Nice, Tammy. Real nice. You just ruined his birthday.

I ran to Ethan's room after closing the apartment door to get ready.

I opened my closet, thinking about what would be fine to jump in.

It's cold outside now, but I'm gonna become hot when I jump at the trampoline park.

But I want to look good. I want to show Grayson that I put effort into this. This is his birthday after all.

So I finally decided on a grey and black sweater, a maroon scarf, a pair of very flowy black shorts and red boots with black knee high socks.