The diary of a dying kid

23.08.2017

Today I have my first session of Hemodialysis. I'm scared, I always hated needles. The nurse that is taking care of me is kind, her name is Mia. To my left I can see an elderly woman, she smiles at me. We start talking.

17.09.2017

It is a new day today, a little bit less gloomy. It's Mia's shift again, she greets me with a smile. I'm not scared of needles anymore. The elderly woman's name is Ann. We always talk to each other. I like her.

29.10.2017

Ann is not here today, her booth is empty. I ask Mia about it. Her eyes are sad. She tells me Ann didn't make it. The room feels cold today.

06.11.2017

The days are short and always gloomy. The drugs are less efficient, my pain is worse then ever. I'm always cold...

21.11.2017

I have my kidney transplant today. I'm so happy, however it is short lived. For the first time, I'm afraid of dying...

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01.01.2018

The surgery was a success. I did it, I'm alive! Now I can smile back to the world.