exo ff; last goodbye

part 1

" You fu***** bi***!? Where do you think your going? "

Love... What is love, exactly? Love brings up emotions that run the gamut from agony to ecstasy. Love can inspire us to accomplish some of the craziest and most amazing feats. Love can make you happier than you've ever been, sadder than you've ever been, angrier than you've ever been. It can elate you and deflate you almost at the same time. Love is when you can see the rest of your life in front of someone's eyes. I am not here to learn you a lesson about love but to tell you how it all starts and ends with same; sweet words.

At the beginning of our relationship, Jongin and I were also like that. He would tell me the sweetest things even tho I knew they were all lies. But I believed, because I was blind. Blind by the power of love. Now we are here where we are.

" PLEASE STOP THIS! "

I yelled like there was no tomorrow. I felt my tears running down my cheeks. I was scared of this side of my lover. He was not the one I meet for manu years. This one was just barely standing on his own two feet and with a bottle of alcohol starting at me like I was some piece of shit that was clinging onto him.

" I don't have anything to stop. You need to stop, okay? "

He made his way to where I was and kneel down in front of me. I was just staring at him the whole time wondering what did I do to make him this disappointed in life more then I am. Finally, he grabbed me by my chin and made me look him in his half-blooded eyes.

" You, Bong Ajin, are my problem. Do you understand? "

" I don't. Why? You don't love me anymore? Are you seeing someone else? "

I lost myself and said these words. Even tho it was 2am in the morning, no neighbor came to warn us about the noise that the two of us made nor there was any sound after my last sentence. I didn't say anything wrong. I knew he was with other girls, other then me. I saw him many times but I didn't want to believe it. Now, all the cards are out.

" You know what? "

After a full minute silence, Jongin spoke again but this time with deeper voice.

" What? "

I asked not wanting to know the answer because it was not going to be a good one.

" You are young, right? You can use that head of yours and find yourself another man to enjoy yourself with him. "

*bum*

I knocked on his face. I couldn't believe what was he telling me to do. To love other person then him? To him that was nothing special but for me it was impossible. You might ask why? Well, because a part of him was inside me now.

After the slap he received from me, he got up and leaved me once again in infinitely dark and self-contained room alone with my thoughts and the little pride I've got left over.

** Author note; First part was short, wasn't  it? And on the top of that it might have been full of grammatical mistakes so please forgive me for that as well. I will try to write even better and longer parts with less grammatical mistakes, so don't leave me, okay? Thank you for reading this part and the next part will be updated tomorrow at the same time or even earlier. Thank you once again for reading. Have a nice day! 💕