A/N —> Long Chapter.
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Its 8am now. I didn't sleep as expected but my bones are fine now. I feel so numb and in-completed.
I lost Tae forever right? He said to them my reality and they will be frightened and of course Namjoon now know because of my broken bones yesterday. Its definitely the end.
I headed to the bathroom and took a cold shower to make me relax.
After i finished the shower and packing my bags and everything i headed downstairs to say my goodbyes to them.
"Y/N!!!!!!!" Jungkook came running to me and hugged me followed by all the members except Namjoon and Tae who were not believing that i am fine now after having the 206 bones in my body broken.
They engulfed me in a group hug and i was shocked. They don't know? Tae didn't tell them.
After they hugged me they kept checking every part of my body to see if i am really okay.
"Guys i am okay." I chuckled at their concern and childish actions.
"Thats great because we took a day off today.." Jhope said making my eyes go wide.
"Really" i said excitedly.
"Yea which meaaaaaaans we will play all day long." Jungkook said and started to do weird dances making me join him and not long enough Jhope and Jimin joined too. And of course Suga and Jin rolled their eyes at our childish actions.
After we finished we all sat in the living room watching a movie.
*after 30 minutes*
"I want both of you now." Namjoon suddenly said but with a low voice to me and Tae.
We looked at each others confused but nodded and the three of us headed to Namjoon's room.
We all sat on the bed.
"I need to know." Namjoon said.
"Know what hyung?" Tae asked.
"You know what is he asking about Tae." I said silently.
"Exactly you know what i am asking about." He eyed us.
"Look Namjoon i have a secret. And I honestly don't think you will be happy to know that." I said honestly.
"Believe me i will be happier than pretend that i am stupid and not understanding anything." He said gently making me feel a little bit comfortable.
I looked at Tae and he nodded to me as he is saying to me that its okay if Namjoon knew.
I sighed nervously. "Does Taehyung know?" He asked me and i nodded.
"Then Tae get out." Namjoon said playfully wanting to make the atmosphere light.
"Really i am the outsider now!" Tae said and the three of us laughed. After that Tae did left us alone but looked at Namjoon this -be careful- look.
Namjoon then held my hands and looked at me.
"Look if you are not ready to say its okay but i want you to trust me as a big brother to you okay?" He said gently.
I smiled at him "i do trust you Namjoon i am just not ready for your reaction yet.. it may destroy me more." I said looking down.
"Is it something bad?" He asked curiously and i nodded in approval.
"Feel free to say anything Y/N." He said with confidence and he seems so ready to hear anything right now.
"I am a.... I'm.... I can't." I kept stuttering and then give up.
"Its okay." He patted my back sending me waves of comfort.
"Namjoon I'm a werewolf." I said closing my eyes tightly not wanting to see his reaction.
He stopped patting my back and he left my hands. I opened my eyes and he looked at me shocked with wide opened mouth and eyes but he is not afraid.
"W-werew-w-wolf??!!" He stuttered and i nodded.
"Well i want to not believe you but you recovering from the broken bones of your body in just one night makes it hard." He said simply.
"You are not mad??" I said confused from his reaction.
"Why should i be mad? Because you're a werewolf? I should be mad at you because that's your reality right? Thats what you're saying?" He asked and i nodded again.
"I mean I didn't say and look at how shocked you are an-" i said but he cutt me off.
"Look Y/N I don't believe in things such werewolves and hybrids and vampires they are all exists only in movies for me. And i have to be honest I don't believe you are a werewolf too but of course if thats your reality i will get to see it one day." He said honestly.
"I understand you. If i were you I wouldn't believe it either. But thats my reality. At first I didn't believe it either but what should i do.. even my pare-..." I suddenly shut up feeling a lump in my throat.
"I told you i am your brother now.. you can tell me anything." He patted my back again.
I cried silently as I remembered what happened. Then i sighed heavily trying to get myself together to tell him my story.
"I was 8 years old when I discovered me and my family's reality. My mom was a werewolf and my dad was a vampire. So i became a hybrid. All of the time i say that i am a werewolf but in reality i am a hybrid. At first it was so hard controlling the desires of a vampire and the desires of a werewolf. I was uncontrollable and i used to not get out of my room afraid that i will hurt my family. Because only a hybrid can kill a werewolf and a vampire. Of course i am not talking about the vampire hunters you know what i mean." He listened to every single detail i said and nodded understandably while looking in my eyes deeply giving me all his attention.
"Since i was 8 till i became 17 or 18 i used to avoid my parents as much as i can in order not to hurt them. And i was taking courses of how to control your desires. I successfully knew how to control myself when i was with them and i stayed with them and we became a happy family. 144 years later my parents died when the town started to become full of hybrids and vampire hunters. I tried as much as i can to help them because i am a hybrid too so the hybrids like me won't be able to kill me. I couldn't make it.. I couldn't help them and this fucking hybrid killed them! I couldn't help my parents Namjoon." I said and started to sob loudly and he hugged me and kept comforting me not later after Taehyung came in with a cup of water in his hands. He gave it to me.
"T-Tae y-you listened?" I looked at him curiously. He smiled and nodded at me while patting my back.
"Don't be afraid Y/N me and Namjoon hyung won't leave your side and i am more than sure you won't hurt us. Well you didn't hurt me yesterday and i am 100% sure you won't hurt any of us." He said smiling at me brightly but Namjoon looked at him shocked.
"You saw her changing?" He asked not believing that i am really a hybrid. Tae nodded.
"She didn't lie to you hyung." He said and looked at Namjoon.
Then he looked at me. "But I didn't know you are a hybrid." He pouted and crossed his hands on his chest making me and Namjoon laugh.
And here he won again in making the atmosphere shiny and happy.
"Lets go." Namjoon said and we nodded but i stopped them.
"One more thing." They looked at me waiting for what i have to say.
"I don't want you guys to be afraid from me.. please." I said with pleading voice as i looked down.
They looked at each others then at me and came to me. They both hugged me so tightly with all the love they have.
"Y/N you are like my younger sister. I will never be afraid of you. You know even if you are a serial killer i will never hate, be disgusted or afraid from you. Never." Namjoon said to me looking into my eyes and kissed my forehead.
"Look at me." Tae said and i looked at him.
"If i am afraid from you or hate you. I would've reported you to the police and told them you are a monster or whatever. I will never do this i will never hate you for who you are. I liked you when you were human and i still like you when you are a hybrid. It doesn't change who you are. I have to admit i was afraid at first but now i am not. And never will be." I looked at them. They both are saying the truth and this fact made me cry and hug both of them so tight. Suddenly the door burst opened revealing Jungkook and Jimin.
"There's hugs in there.! Without me!" Jungkook whined like a kid. "HYUNGGGG THERE ARE HUGS IN HEREEE!" Jimin shouted to the rest making us laugh.
"Lets huggggggg!" Both of them said and opened their arms like a little kid.
I went towards them smiling.
"Here everyone will have an individual hug." I said and hugged Jungkook and then Jimin.
After that we all headed downstairs. And i kept hugging everyone individually. I went to the kitchen to find Jhope and Jin talking and Jin cooking. I hugged them and they did back happily. Then i went to Suga who was sitting deadly in the living room watching the movie.
I sat next to him and hugged him and weirdly enough he hugged back.
"Are you okay?" He asked.
"Yes." I smiled at him in the hug.
"Hyung i never saw you that soft before it makes me wanna vomit." Jungkook said.
"The bathroom is on the first right." He said to him blankly and let go of the hug. We all laughed at the comment Suga made. Then Suga made his leave because he wants to sleep. We nodded to him and then sat in the living room i was thinking about the man from earlier.
I will start work tomorrow.
"Guys i want to say something." Tae and Namjoon looked at me shocked and kept moving their heads in a no motion. I smiled at them and started to say what i want to say.
"I found a job and an apartment so i will go away from here by tomorrow or something."
All their smiles faded away and their expressions became sad ones.
"Whyyyy!!!" Jungkook said with sad voice.
"I have to Kookie I cannot live here forever." I said and smiled.
"Y/N we are not bothered that you are here. You really became a sister to us in a short period. We want you here." Namjoon said to me and they all nodded.
Tae stayed silent but sad i felt it.
"I know Namjoon. I really do. But i just won't feel good staying here forever you know."
"Yaah but i want you to stay here." Jhope started
"Yes thats true we want you here. We love you." Jin said
"Pleeeeeeeeease." Jimin and Jungkook said together smiling like Cheshire cat.
I took a moment of silence thinking about this man. I can feel a pair of eyes on me i looked to my right and found Namjoon looking at me the
-what is wrong- look.
I pretended I didn't see him and turned to face the guys.
"I can't i am sorry guys. I will go and pack now." I smiled at them.
"If thats what you want of course we won't say anything but think about it again." Jin said and smiled gently. I smiled back and headed to the room.
I started to pack my bag so i can be ready for leaving tomorrow. Suddenly the door knocked i knew it was Namjoon.
"Come Namjoon." He opened the door and entered. He locked the door and sat on the bed.
"Whats wrong?"
"I have to go.."
"Why?"
I left what i was doing and went to sit on the bed next to him.
"You won't say right?" He nodded.
"Even to Tae?" He looked shocked a little bit.
"But he knows everything already
Y/N." He said in confusion
"I know but what i am about to tell you will make him lose concentration and be worried most of the time."
"Oh i see. Okay say and i promise I won't tell anyone." He said to me.
I took a deep breathe then looked at him.
"Remember when i told you about my parents and how they died?" He nodded.
"Well two days ago when you guys found out about me being a hybrid and stuff.. before i go to that forest i found an apartment so i went there and met a real old man but healthy i can say. We made a deal and everything and he even offered me to work with him in his rice soup restaurant and of course i accepted because I don't have enough money as you know. Thats not the thing. The thing is he knew that my dad died. Not only that but he also knew my name without me introducing myself. And when i asked him about how did he knew these things about me he just changed the subject, stuttered and went away. So i am planning to know who that guy is. I must know maybe he know anything about my parents or something. And also if he know about the one who killed my parents he has to tell me because this one after killing my parents he swore that he will make me forever alone. And he will follow me forever killing all my beloved ones. So i have to find him and protect you guys. S-specially Tae." I looked down.
"Specially Tae? Did you fall for him?" Namjoon asked me curiously.
I nodded violently.
"But we cannot be together. I can't let him get involved in this life of mine."
"Look Y/N I understand what you are trying to say. But don't do this to Tae. He really can't live without you here. This guy is so weak when it comes to you. I don't even get it how he developed feelings for you this fast but he did. Keep talking to him. Stay in touch with him he needs you. And about this guy. Don't make any step without letting me know because this might be dangerous and i too cannot lose you huh." He smiled at me and hugged me. I hugged him back and kept caressing his back.
"Thank you Namjoon. Thank you for being more than a brother to me and accepting me."
He let go of the hug.
"Its okay moon girl." I looked at him shocked and he winked at me and left the room.
"You too call me moon girl.... fine." I chuckled at the name and completed packing.
*next morning*
I woke up before all of them and wrote them letters because i hate goodbyes.
I entered everyone's room leaving the letter next to them. And kissed Tae's head and whispered 'i love you' to him before i go. And i involved in Namjoon's letter the most important thing i should've said to him. That if i ever got hurt or injured he should never never under any condition take me to any hospital.
I took my bags and everything and went to the new apartment being ready for the new start of the
- searching for my parent's killer- journey.
I will find you.. whoever you are and wherever you are. I will definitely find you. And when i do i will not leave until you are dead.
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