Chapter 4

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Emily's POV:

It's like I can't breathe and I'm slowly dying but I'm not I'm just sitting in the street with tears falling down my face while Nash tells me he's sorry and he will never ignore me again that's when it clicks was he doing this on purpose is that how it is? did he want me to suffer for no apparent reason? because honestly that's exactly how it feels now it's been said I'm 100% convinced that he did ignore me for a reason but I won't dare to stay around him long enough to find out what

"em stop crying please c'mon let's go inside and talk" Nash whispered

I stood up and looked at him and ran straight back inside but I'm sure as he'll not gonna be talking to him I need to find deya and go but I know for a fact she's going to be mad because she will want to stay and I honestly cannot blame her I'm just gonna get the key that I left in her bag and go home alone I mean she's now friends with Elma and Diana I'm sure she will be fine if I go.

Deya was stood flirting with cam ugh typical.

"deya deya can I have the key please I left something at home and I, just I need to go get it I'll be real quick"

without saying a word she gave me the key like she didn't even care well I guess nobody cares about me these days it's not common for people to all the time I'm left alone and I'm used to it everybody leaves me at some point even my own father left so why would anybody else want to stay with me I'm a wreck.

right now I'm going to tell you about my self I'm not your usual popular pretty girl I'm labeled by most as a 'goth' I have long brown hair and I guess I'm tall I wear black eyeliner all of the time and listen to rock music most of the time but that doesn't make me a goth it's just a music taste right?

Deya is my bestfriend I guess I mean I do have friends I just I don't trust them I mean I hardly trust anybody and tbh it's all nash's fault I just don't understand why he did ignore me I don't get it and I never will

Nashs POV:

She got up and walked inside I honestly thought we were going to talk it out and become friends again but she just walked straight up to one of the girls she was with got something and left

"Hey uhm where did Emily go?"

" oh she quickly went home to grab something she will be back in a minute and by the way I'm Deya I'm Ems bestfriend"

I just looked at her and walked away she clearly doesn't know Emily that well if she hasn't realised that Emily's not coming back here today no matter what she said to her and the reason she won't be back is because of me and I hate my self for letting her walk away like that.

I was shouted back just as I was about to leave after her because we had to start the show I don't even want to be here right now this I stupid I want to go after her so bad but guess what I'm being dragged to stage great.

Elmas POV:

I've never seen anybody so upset after meeting one of the boys before I'm now sure that she already knew Nash I watched as she got her key off Deya and left with tears rolling down her face. As much as I love the boys and being here means so much to me I can't just let her leave alone crying.

I quickly take off after her as she starts to run home I pick up my speed and catch up to her throwing my arms around her letting her cry into me I know we only just met but I'm sure this friendship is going to be going on for so long and she needs me right now.

Pulling me along with her we make it to her house and go inside where she sits on the floor bawling her eyes out.

"em what's wrong? what happened? are you okay?" bombarding her with questions probably wasn't the best idea but I mean I needed to know what was going on so I could help.

" I just he was my bestfriend and he ignored me and I was left alone and I got bullied and I want to die" she sobbed

the last part got to me whatever has happened between her and Nash and any other problems she's had have made her want to die and I honestly don't know how I can help her as of now.

a/n I'm so sorry I haven't updated in a while I've had exams so I've been studying and stuff and I didn't really know where to take this chapter but yeah here it is I hope you like it. Also I'm sorry if there's any mistakes I've wrote it on my phone xo

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