You Remember? (Nash grier/Jack GIlinsky)

Chapter 5

Emily's POV

"i want to die"

honestly I'm shocked that I've just said that out loud I've never told anybody the truth not even Deya and for me to tell a girl I've only known for a few hours is such a shock let's just hope I can trust her then.

" I, I didn't mean that Elma ignore the last part that's not true I don't know why I said that shit"

" Em it's fine you can trust me, I know that we might have only just met but honestly I'm here for you, it seems like you have nobody but you can let me in and I will try and help you as much as I can because you seem so broken and I can't leave you like this" Elma cried

"go redo your hair and makeup and change outfits and we will go back I'm sure deya and Diana are worried sick"

I did as I was told and went up to my hair washing all of the makeup already on off getting rid of the black that was around my eyes from crying and put my hair up into a messy bun I honestly don't even care anymore.

Sitting on the shelf was a razor I know I shouldn't but I can't help it it's such an old habit of mine I picked it up and rolled up my sleeves dragging the razor across my skin waiting for the blood to pour I'm used to doing this my arm is full of scars but nobody ever notices them. See being bullied a lot led me to this I don't want to do it but I'm addicted I can't help it I just have the urge all of the time and it just gives me a sense of escape it's the one thing I feel I have control over which satisfies me.

I quickly bandage them up and start to reapply my makeup I put on some foundation then set to work on my eyeliner making sure it looks perfect and the wings match I then take out some mascara to make my eyes stand out and finish the look with some red lipstick then went to look in the closet for a new outfit.

I picked out a black band tee with a red flannel to go ontop with a pair of black leggings and to finish the look off my black converse I then put all of my bracelets on my arm and walked back downstairs to Elma wishing I didn't have to go back and face Nash again.

Jacobs POV:

I was standing next to the stage when I looked and the most beautiful girl I have ever seen walks through the door she doesn't look like the typical girly, girl and that's when I realise she's one of the girls I met today but she's wearing a completely different outfit making her look more comfortable but also making her stand out a lot more than any of the girls here I need to get to know her.

I started to approach her and she looked quite shocked and sad "hi I'm jacob and I must sound so full on but you're gorgeous"

she looked at me dumbfounded looked at her friend and walked away without me even getting her name damn she is either not interested what so ever or is playing hard to get but something about her makes me want to know her find things out about her get her to talk to me.

Emily's POV:

JACOB WHITESIDES JUST CALLED ME GORGEOUS IM DYING INSIDE OKAY

But honestly I wasn't in the mood to talk right now so I didn't even reply I just walked away with Elma which I regret because now Elma is with Diana and Deya which I can't handle they're front row and that means Nash will see me which I most definitely don't want.

Walking to the very back I sit down on the floor with my back against the wall and took out my iPod and headphones starting to blast bring me the horizon into my ears blocking out the world and sounds around me.

Suddenly I'm interrupted by one of my earphones being pulled out and when I looked up it was the one and only Jacob Whitesides again.

" Why are you sitting at the back here all alone not even paying attention to the show .....?"

" Emily my names Emily and to be honest because I don't want to be here I'm bored i clearly don't fit in and my friends are all having fun and I don't wanna be a kill joy so I thought why not come sit out of the way in my own little world"

" can I join you then I mean I've already been on and nobody really cares if I stay on stage or not so would you let me join your little world for a while?" he chuckled

Honestly that was so adorable like nobody never normally talks to me and for him to want to join me that is such a shock to the system

"sure" i say whilst laughing

" you have a cute laugh" jacob said

I started to blush why is he being so nice to me I don't understand no boys are ever nice to me I'm the weird gothic girl

"so how come you even came to magcon in the first place if you don't fit in?"

"I am a major fangirl sometimes and I do love you guys but my friend wanted to come and I kinda came for a personal reason but I regret that now"

"why what was the reason?"

"I kinda don't wanna share it with you it's stupid it doesn't matter forget it"

I notice Nash has seen that I'm here great I watch as he climbs down off stage and walks over to me and jacob well this will be fun

"em there you are I knew you would come back" Nash said with a huge smile on his face

" fuck off Nash I don't wanna talk to you and you know it and why would you assume that I've come back to talk to you the only reason I'm here is because Elma made me come" I say getting up to walk away when Nash grabs me back it wouldn't have hurt if I hadn't have had cuts there but honestly it really hurt

"LET GO OF ME" I shouted

He continued to keep hold of my arm until jacob spoke up

"you heard her let go man she clearly doesn't wanna be around you I know I've only just met her and I don't know what on earth is going on but just give her some space and leave her alone"

"You would say that wouldn't you I know for a fact you think she's hot so you probably just want to get in there but it's okay she seems like she's turned a little bit slutty maybe she will be willing to do anything with you" Nash screamed

Jacob just punched Nash grabbed me and walked away tears start to roll down my face once again this is such a bad day.

Nashs POV

"You would say that wouldn't you I know for a fact you think she's hot so you probably just want to get in there but it's okay she seems like she's turned a little bit slutty maybe she will be willing to do anything with you"

Jacobs fist collided with my face that's when I realised I've well and truly fucked up any chance what so ever to sort things out with the girl I love.

I watched as jacob pulled her away and put his arms around her pulling her in for a hug oh how this should be the other way round I should be comforting her not making her cry.

a/n I tried to make this chapter longer and again I'm sorry if there's any mistakes ily