for better or for worse // mitchel cave (completed)

part XIII

it had been a few days after the date with mitchel and today was the day i was dreading. mitchel and christian were coming over and as enjoyable as that may seem, i had a hunch i knew what they were gonna want to talk about.

i had made myself look relatively decent for mitchel's sake and waited on them, sitting at my kitchen counter restlessly. i wasn't certain how much i was going to appreciate this discussion.

as these thoughts billowed around my brain, the well known heavy knock of christian rapped on my door. i padded to the door and surveyed christian and mitch.

mitchel was the one i couldn't honestly take my eyes off of though. he wore a white long sleeve baggy shirt that was tucked into some black skinny jeans with patches all over them, and his hair was drawn into the messiest bun/ponytail with hair lingering up in the back everywhere while the front of his hair had multiple long pieces of hair out.

christian was clad in a chase atlantic hoodie and skinny jeans, his hair straight and as glorious as ever. "well you guys look nice." i eventually uttered. mitchel rolled his eyes.

"so are you gonna let us in?" he inquired, pushing past me. he was such a diva sometimes. i turned around and christian raised an eyebrow as if to say what's his problem?

i shrugged and strode to the dining table, sitting down with them. "lara, we have some important business to attend to." mitch said instantly. of course.

"continue." i sighed, putting my head in my hands. "i know you don't want to see clinton again but maybe you could just try? he seems really hung up about it and he's honestly sorry. it would be better for our.....friendship if you could." he murmured, gazing over at christian.

christian nodded his head along with mitch's words. "it would be in your best interest to see him one more time. for the sake of us." kras continued. i looked up at the ceiling and mulled it over.

i wasn't positive what to think. i knew i couldn't go on flirting with mitchel and avoiding clinton forever. i would either have to receive clinton with mitchel or leave both of them.

i exhaled. "i'm not sure guys. what if he gets angry again?" mitch looked me dead in the eyes. "then i'll fucking kill him." i widened my eyes and nodded slowly.

"well...i don't know." i answered. christian rolled his eyes. "either we can continue this friendship or we can't. it all depends on how you feel about meeting clint again."

i genuinely didn't want to lose them. christian had come to be an astonishing friend to me and i truly didn't want to lose all our amusing times. and mitchel.

mitchel enchanted me with every word he uttered to me. i could get lost in his alluring eyes, even when he was yelling. his beauty couldn't compare to anyone i had met.

he wasn't a typical la boy and he was undeniably nothing like anyone i had been interested in. he got me high with every look he granted, even on his worst days.

losing the sensation that mitchel gave me, and losing him as a person would be too much. i don't know how i had grown so attached but i had. i would do it for mitch.

i nodded my head. "only because i love you guys." i breathed out. christian jumped up and jabbed the air. "laralyn, thank you so much. it really means a lot." he declared.

i nodded slowly. "i'm just doing it cause i never want to lose you guys." i made eye contact with mitchel and he seemed to be gazing into me, a small smirk playing onto his face.

"thank you laralyn." he smoothly replied, biting his lip. the way he said my name, holy shit. i was whipped. i peered at him for a bit too long before interrupting my trance and nodding. "yeah, no problem." i reciprocated.

"well, when is this happening?" christian inquired. "like tomorrow orrrr?" he trailed off. i shrugged. "whenever is cool with me. i'll just need both of you guys' moral support." i pronounced.

mitch nodded. "you know i will lara. that's not even a question." i flushed for a bit, which was incredibly stupid. how did his words have such an effect of me?

i grinned at him. "thank you guys. don't expect me to become best friends with him though." christian rolled his eyes again. "mate, i'm in a band with him and i don't even want to be his best friend. no hard feelings with that one." he laughed.

i giggled with him. "alright, it's settled. it's gonna be incredibly awkward and weird but...it's happening i guess."

and that's how i'm gonna become face to face with my assaulter again.

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OH SHIT her and clinton are meeting again fuckkkkk what's gonna happen?? idk (lol yes i do) anyway comment please!! and leave a vote cause i will love you for life if you do! always appreciated babes