Missed calls

6.

                   " why can't I be okay?"

 
                        She stared at me. She stared at me with sympathy, anger, sadness and worst of all pity.

" you really think he's real don't you? You really believe he was beside you this whole time."

I could see you felt sorry for me, it was obvious.
There was nothing to feel sorry for, I don't know she's talking about.

" I don't know what you are talking about and I don't really care. Whatever bullshit your making up stop. It's not funny."

She let out a fake laugh and turned away from me heading towards the door but before she left she turned.

" it's not bullshjt rose, you just don't wanna believe it. Have you not questioned why you have no internet? Have you not wondered why you only have a flip phone?,have you not thought on why you don't have a tv?. Rose, at this moment in time is when I felt the most sorry for you."

After that she left, slamming the door after her.
I stood frozen unable to move, she was right I don't have a tv or internet, I also do have a flip phone but why is that an issue?. Why do all these things matter in this situation?. What are they hiding from me?.

" what is going on right now?"