The Anonymous Thoughts Within Our Heads

Week 5

Then at lunch she walks up to me...

I have first lunch and she passes by the hallway where I sit in the lunch room. I of course don't eat lunch because i have social anxiety, so I sit at the table and listen to music and read. She sees me sitting in the cafeteria and, of course, I have no way of avoiding it. She runs into the cafeteria and fast walks up to me. So I just ignore her. She says ' what are you gonna do? I'm saying to your face, now do something. Put me in my place then' and she rips my headphones out of my ears and rips on my lanyard which doesn't have a break in it.

Like I said, She needs to learn her place not that i'm going to put her in her place. I look up at her and in the small voice I can manage I said ' I never said that.' she continued to bother me for a minute then walks out. I called my sister and I guess the email I sent to my old teacher wasn't good. Apparently I can't say that I feel like I want to murder someone, not that I was going to. After all that i've been put through, do I not have the right to say that? That's putting a sentence on her life? So of course I'm all nervous and shaky talking to the assistant principal and while having a meeting with officer P and another person. And i'm now told I have to have a mediation with her. I don't want to. But what surprised me the most is when my mom said apparently she want's no part in it.That she doesn't want to get in trouble. Then why did she start the drama in the first place? Am I not entitled to my own like's? We haven't had the mediation yet, but my mom is enrolling me in the school my sister went to... All that i've fought for...gone. I don't want no part of it anymore either. But she started the war and I plan on ending it. She got suspended from school but I don't feel safe. I got no sleep, so I didn't go to school either.

As if i need to worry about this, I woke up next to a dead cat and without people wanting me to die I have to deal with my dead Father.

What's going to happen next..?

~Authors Note~

Thank you guy's so much for reading. This is the most recent thing that happened, so other chapter's may come later.. I don't know where this is going to end up. Leave a comment, follow, and vote if you enjoyed this chapter! Have a great day!