I love a girl... ~LGBT+ love story~

it all started...

we met at school, she was in the grade above me but since the school was so small we often saw each other and talked often too. its hard to recall how we met exactly i have a hard time remembering things but it really doesn't matter. she was a pretty girl, but back then i didn't really know i was into her or any girl per say, i actually had a boy crush, he was cute, sweet, athletic, smart, you know a boy any girl would like. I confessed my feelings for him and it turned out he kinda liked me too. i asked him to be my boyfriend one night and he said yes. by this time me and the girl I talked to got closer, i guess this is when i started catching feelings for her but i pushed them to the side cuz i had a boyfriend. i mean i was happy with my boyfriend but i couldn't shake the feeling of "maybe i would be happier with a girl" off my back. the thing is when I'm around this girl she makes me feel wanted and loved, no boy has ever made me feel that way before not even the boy in still with today. after a whole summer of not seeing my boyfriend or this girl i was over joyed to finally she them both at school again! the first few mouths when by as normal but then i stared to catch more, stronger feeling for this girl. I later came out as pansexual to many people including that girl, I'm not sure if my boyfriend knows I'm pansexual though and that's the part that scares me. Me and my boyfriend stopped talking, and even being around each other and there's been many time (including right now) that I've wanted to break up with him but i dont have the courage to its horrible. I've used the time i would be spending with my boyfriend to get closer to this girl its amazing I am so much more in love with her then ever before. we are amazing friends, i should probably say she is also bisexual, and we always joke around saying shes my side hoe (since i have a boyfriend) but i dont know if she means it as a joke or if she really means it... i hope she really means it. We had our fights but i sure wasn't able to last long without her for more then a few days so we always made up. yesterday we hung out at school after a fight we had some days ago it was i would say magical i guess. I really love this girl but life is complicated and i dont know where this roller coaster called life will take me text...

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Authors note

this is my story about a girl i love please no hate!! and if you ever need someone to talk to I'm always here for you! Dm me at _itsbri666_ on Instagram or here on wattpad. i love you all!! <3