This is something i've never done before.
And to be real with you, i really didn't see it coming.
I just want you to know that, in one way you're never alone about anything. When your life's been nothing but shit, there's someone who knows exactly what you mean, maybe not in the exact same way, but you can still relate in one way. You have felt the same emotions the way they have, but not through the same experience.
There's been moments when i have anxiety about things i've done in the past or the way i've been thinking about something, or even about things that has happend to me physically.
I want to tell you about some of the worst moments because i've got an toxic mind that can bring up these things and make me panic all over again.
Im about to tell you where it all started.
Hi, my name is Olivia and i live in sweden.
In a town where a lot of people do drugs or drink. I would say that in the wrong areas you souldn't raise a child just for the circumstances. But in my case it was fine just because we lived 3 years of my life in that town at first but then we moved to the countryside about a mile away.
So i was raised in the woods you can say. I used to explore the grounds around my house, often by myself, and play that i was Pocahontas or some kind of animal. I really liked it out there. We had a big red house with a massive yard , which i loved, and a long stream going at the side of it where i also played a lot like i was washing for something we call cat gold.(it's a sort of black rock with gold shimmers.)
I wish i could show you how beautiful it was but i can't really describe it with words just because it's so beautiful.
