Flash Back
"So you and Tom have been talking lately?" I asked Peyton. She smiled a little. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you." She said fanning her hand to dry her nail polish. I layed on her floor with a strange feeling in my stomach.
"It's ok, but it would've been nice to hear it from you and not someone else first." I said closing my eyes.
"Are you sure you're ok with it I mean I'll stop if you want." She said.
"No be happy I'll be your little cheerleader." I said sitting up looking at her. Why'd I say that. I'm so not ok. Let's just support her. She is our best friend after all. She deserves a chance.
"Ok." She said smiling.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid move. You ruined our chance at love. Ugh. Let's just pretend to be happy.
Time Skip to PROM
Perfect by Ed Sheeran came on. The king and his queen took there spots on the floor. I watched as Tom and Peyton danced hand in hand. Alone. No one asked me to the dance.
Tom said something to Peyton and she smiled and kissed him passionately. That's when my stomach dropped with my jaw. This is the first time ever that they kissed. Everyone else poured on the floor. Then I was left by myself on the side. As usual. Being her cheerleader.
After the dance ended I was dragged to an after-party. Everything was cool. I just sat on the couch while everyone dance, drank, and had fun. I got bored after a while and decided to walk home.
On the way back I pondered. If I just told her that I wasn't fine with it I wouldn't be here. I'd be at the party. With Tom.
The only thing I can do is watch him. With her.
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𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕊𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤 ☞︎ (Tom Holland x Reader)
FanficA small story where the girl doesn't get the guy. (WARNING IF YOU AREN'T COMFORTABLE WITH SUICIDE I SUGGEST YOU GO AWAY) (Also the whole story is unedited)