hello!! wen and chen back again with another imagine that was inspired by our own overly emotional thoughts!! hopefully you'll enjoy it~~
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(* )refers to japanese/english translations
fufufurrymonster: ね、ゆづ、are you free this afternoon? (*hey, yuzu)
yuZUZUZUZUU: yea, whyyyyyyy╰(▔∀▔)╯
fufufurrymonster: nothing,,,
yuZUZUZUZUU: come on, i know there's something bothering you~~ you can't lie to meeeeeee｡ﾟ･ (>﹏<) ･ﾟ｡
fufufurrymonster: fine... meet me at the park at 4?
yuZUZUZUZUU: deal!1!1!1!
fufufurrymonster: じゃね (*bye)
yuZUZUZUZUU: じゃね〜〜 \^o^/ (*byeeee~~)
You weren't trying to make things harder for Yuzuru than it already was, really. The fact that you had to sit through two hours of practice by the sidelines, watching him overexert himself and fall continuously shattered your heart into a million pieces, yet you always marvel at how he can always come to you drenched and somewhat scarred afterwards, wearing the brightest smile in the whole wide world. He's practically a miracle. You knew how much the boy loved ice skating, you've seen a million of those smiles that he wears whenever someone asks if he's fine, and he always replies with, "It's nothing serious, really, I can't feel it at all! (⌒▽⌒)". He loved skating so much, that his health was always put second, and perhaps, you come in third. Maybe, it would be better for both of you, if you could just, bring yourself to tell him. "Hey, there's something I want to do too, for my sake." you wanted to whisper.
You stuck your freezing hands into the pockets of your coat, breathing out a white cloud of breath. Autumn was ending, the beautifully coloured leaves of the trees slowly but surely falling to the ground, giving way to the bitter, cold season that you were all too familiar with. The lake would always freeze up around mid November, and without fail, Yuzuru would try to teach you how to skate, always ending up with a bunch of little kids hugging his legs and fans gathering around, trying to get a glimpse of him. You loved to see him in moments like these, especially with that gorgeous smile, but there was always that part of you who wanted to slip away unnoticed, because you knew you didn't belong in his world.
"あ！(y/n)ちゃん！(*ah! (y/n)-chan!) did i take a long time? ごめんね~ (*I'm sorry~) I went to get us some taiyaki cos it's cold and you need something to warm yourself up! Well, other than me, that is(๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ" You looked over to see the male bounding up to you, carrying the steaming fish-shaped snacks in his hands. You smiled at him, an amused expression taking over your features. You noticed how Yuzuru seemed to have slowed down a little, yet it slipped your eye that he was completely fixated on your smile, as if something was wrong. "Thanks, Yuzuru," you said, lifting the sides of your mouth up into a smile that you yourself didn't even know was fake (after all this is the smile that you've been wearing for a good amount of time already) and took the snack from him. You've been so used to hiding your true emotions that you lost sight of your true happiness. Your life now literally revolved around only Yuzuru, and you were happy with that, truly. But wasn't there something else you were supposed to do? Like what, three years ago. You just could not seem to recall those worriless days that you spent just being with Yuzuru and being contented with that. But now, it seemed that even that was taken away from you, stress and negative thoughts swarming your brain.
"ね, (y/n)ちゃん, (*hey, (y/n)-chan) you said there was something you wanted to talk about?" The innocence (or so you thought) that was sparkling in his orbs made it hard for you to even look at him, let alone talk about whatever that was on your mind. You forced a laugh, and grabbed his hand, pulling him towards the town centre. "Yea, that can wait. Just let me spend some time with you, please?" For the last time, let me remember what it's like to be in love with you, Hanyu Yuzuru. お願いします。(*please. )
