Now I'm alone, I have just left my mom alone in the living room and I'm feeling bad for doing it. Should I go with her to watch TV to don't leave that she feels lonely? Or should I do what I'm doing because it's what I need? Since my dad died last year I feel that I can't leave my mom alone, it's like if she is my responsibility but, I'm wrong? Is she my responsibility or I was her responsibility? What I want to say it's... I think I'm the daughter and she's the mother. I mustn't have worry about how she is all the time, I think I should go partying, drunk, smoke weed and uncontrolled me because I'm a teenage girl, not a mother. I wish I can uncontrolled myself and not be worried about my mom and my old brother all the time.
