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Players, make your bets.

A hand of spades stares me down.

Time is ticking, Nerves eye the crown.

I'm in so deep I've got it all to lose.

One move means he'll flee- he'll disapprove.

Beads of salt trace down my face.

Fear grips my heart, but I must concentrate.

Just like that my blood transforms the black of my cards.

My poker face is tired, time to let down my guard.

A last surge of hope leaves me struggling to breathe.

The chance I could win means I stay- I believe.

I speak the whole truth in the cards I've played.

Anxiety suffocates me, but I'm sick of my masquerade.

I'm all in.

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