Book of Poems

Hello or Goodbye?

Everytime I look at you.

You had that fun smile pastered on your face.

When I tried to say "Hello."

You said "Goodbye."

Why did you say "Goodbye"?

I just want to be with you.

Several times, like years fly by.

I kept saying Hello.

But you only said

"Goodbye"

What did I do? Its been so long.

It hurts not being with you.

Is it time for me to say

"Goodbye?"

Goodbye to who?

 To you ?

Or to me?

If its you, then I'll miss you.

I'll miss your fun, warm smile.

It feels like a warm, cozy blanket.

I'll miss that feeling.

If its me, then which me?

The present me? The past me?

Those are always with me.

The pain, the suffering.

It hurts to be me.