Jar of Hearts (Matthew Espinosa Fanfiction)

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

--Cami's POV--

"OMG is that you Matt?" The blonde girl in front of the elevator said.
"Go away Hope." Matt said looking really freaked out.
"I was just trying to say hello gosh your so silly." She said giggling.
"Leave me alone. Why are you following me anyways? We broke up! Do you not know what that means?"
"But we can always change that." Hope said smirking and biting her lip.
"No. I don't think I want to. I have a girlfriend now that I love for her not only for her looks." He said getting really mad.
"Really? Her? Out of all people you chose an ugly one. You could do better. I mean I'm still here and I'm really pretty, just date me already...... Ohh I see you only like her because you feel bad for her. I mean look at those scars on her arm. She's such a pathetic slut. She using you can't you see?"
My heart stopped. I felt like I was about to explode. I wanted to hurt this girl so much but she didn't deserve it so I just walked away.... Once again.

--Matt's POV--

As I saw Cami walking away I decided that that's it I'm going to give Hope a piece of my mind.
"How could you call her a slut when your the one sleeping with 5 guys in 1 week. I mean I don't know if that's just me but that's proof of how ridiculous you are. No I don't feel bad for her because I know she's strong. I love her more than anything and you can't change that. Hope, we broke up like 2 months ago and I'm happy that we did. I was so unhappy with you because of how rude and bitchy you were to everyone. Cami well she isn't like that. She beautiful and talented nothing like you."
Gosh how happy I was to get that out.
"Yea right... You'll regret ever leaving me. Look your girlfriend is running away from you. She must really hate you now that she knows that you will always love me and no one else."
My blood was boiling with angriness and I just wanted to hurt hope so badly but I knew she would only get me back.
"Okay let me get this straight for your tiny ass peanut brain. I don't like you. Your a bitch. I love Cami. The only reason why she ran away is because of---" I was stopped by Hope grabbing my face and smacking her lips on me.
I quickly pulled away.
I felt nothing with her.
Her breath smelled like cigarettes and it was disgusting.
Okay I was really mad.
I couldn't help but smack her right in the head really hard that she knocked out.
I quickly ran away to find Cami. I felt so bad right now. She's been through so much and now I just made it worse.

--Cami's POV--

I just started running. I had no clue where I was going but I just wanted to get away from her. After about 5 minutes I was exhausted so I decided to just go into my hotel room. When I got inside I decided to lay down and try to calm down. I still had no clue why she was here. Was she trying to get Matt back because she would win over me. I mean she is so much more prettier and would get lots of guys and I'm just here like ugly. I couldn't take it anymore. I ran to the bathroom and took out the only thing that made me feel better. My razors. As I took them out I could already feel the pain about to happen. When I laid in the bathtub I felt the instant pain as the sharp object went through my flesh. Again. And again. I was about to do it again until I started feeling really dizzy and blacked out. Before I totally blacked out I could hear a familiar voice calling my name. This is it. I'll never see Matt again.

--Matt's POV--

"Cami! Where are you? Cami!" I started yelling as I was running around the hotel looking for her.
After 7 minutes of looking for her I decided to look in her hotel room.
Why didn't I go in there before? I'm so stupid.
When I got to her door I knocked on it. No answer. I decided to knock again no answer. That was weird. She usually opens it for me every time. Then I remembered that I had a key to go in that she gave. I guess you could call this my room too. When I got in a heard soft crying coming from the bathroom. I quickly ran in there and saw something I hoped would have never happened. My beautiful princess, lying in her own pool of blood. I started crying and bawling my eyes out.
"Cami!" I said as I ran up to her and picked her chin up.
"Cami answer me please stay with me I love you so much!"
After having no responses, I took out my phone and called 911.
"911 what's your emergency?"
"My girlfriend---- sh-she's covered in blood I need an ambulance."
After I told the lady all of the information really fast I could hear ambulance sirens.
When they came up to the room I saw them taking her away. How could I have let this happen? Why does Hope always have to mess up things. Why didn't Cami just use the jar I gave her? It could have helped and I gave that to her for help. I'm the worst boyfriend.