Kai
He left.
I felt the pang inside my chest.
"Jongin? Why did Kyungsoo leave?" -Chanyeol-hyung asked curiously.
"I do not know." I said almost a murmur.
"Don't hide it any longer, because we know." -Minseok-hyung said.
I was puzzled.
What is he talking about?
"We knew. We knew that you and Kyungsoo is in a relationship. You're together right?" - Jongdae-hyung
I stayed silent.
So, they knew. How?
I never told them, because I promised Kyungsoo that I will never tell anyone about us.
Before I could ask them how, Baekhyun answered my unspoken question.
He gave me an answer that
I did not expect.
"Kyungsoo told us." -Baekhyun-hyung said.
"Yes, Jongin, even I knew about the two of you, though I'm always in China." - Lay-hyung
"So, don't think that Kyungsoo is ashamed of you, cause he's not. He told us about you confidently." - JunMyeon-hyung
"He did?" I asked. I was surprised. I did not expect that.
"Yes, Kai. So, get yourself off of here and follow Kyungsoo-hyung. You're so dumb." -Sehun said in a bitchy tone.
I don't have time to complain, but I managed to give Sehun a strong slap on his shoulder before I ran out of the dorm.
"He really loves me! My penguin loves me." I whispered while running.
Now I need to find him, and say sorry and talk to him in a meek manner.
But
The problem is
Where is he?
Where am I going to find my babe?
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KyungsooI got up and continued walking.
I do not want run, I'm tired.
Though, my feet are aching, and the wounds are a bit stingy.
I continued to walk
"Stupid Jongin." I hissed.
He's so stupid.
He did not understand my point!
Not at all!
I just don't want management to manipulate our relationship for publicity, telling us to do this and that, not these and not those, to the point that they will be the one to decide if we're going break up or not.
I do not want that!
And as for the fans, I know that some of them will be happy, especially the KaiSoo shipper, and I am thankful about that
But the reality is not all the people are EXO-ls, not all the people are Kpop fans.
I just do not want him to regret telling everyone in the end
I just do not want him to say sorry at me crying because of what happened,
And I do not want him to blame himself if our group will be damaged and affected as well.