Brianna's P.O.V
"No one understands! No one knows what i go through daily! I have to please everyone! I just want a normal life! I want to do what normal guys my age do! But i cant! I cant because ... because so many reasons i cant even name! i just want to stop singing, stop preforming! i cant do this anymore! I want a normal life!! I get judged everyday. Everything i do i am getting judged and people are hating on me."
I sat there as austin cried and screamed out his feelings. He finally cracked.. I knew it would happen soon. I just sat there and listened. I knew thats what he wanted me to do.
I stood up and walked over to him. He was leaned up against the wall, with his head in his hands, tears running down his face, and his heart beating fast. I put my hands around him and stood beside him.
"Austin, Baby, Calm down, its going to be okay. Maybe you can talk to Rocco and Mike and you can take a break.. I love you, and your fans love you too. You do it for them.."
" I know i do it for them! But its not making me happy anymore! Its tearing me apart!"
We stood in silence. Austin turned and wrapped his arms around me.
"Im sorry... i.. i am so sorry bri.. A break does sound like a good idea.. Im going to go call Rocco and see if i can push back the tour... again.. i just need time to myself.."
I felt my heart drop..
"and with my beautiful girlfriend." I looked up at him and smiled. I stood on my tiptoes and kissed him. We both smiled into the kiss.
Our arms fell back to our sides. Austin kissed my cheek and walked outside to call Rocco.
Austin's P.O.V
I just had to let my feelings go. Ive been holding it in for so long now. I have to admit, It felt amazing. But im starting to regret it.. Dissing on my mahomies like that.. I didnt mean it.. Well i did.. but i didnt.. I hate to push another tour back but i need some time. I know they want me to be my best at all times and happy maybe they will understand.
I got my phone and got on twitter and tweeted "Ustream tonight maybe? need to talk to you guys... love you no matter what! <3"
Instantly it had thousands of retweets. My fans truly are amazing and they DO mean the world to me..
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