Dark Sunlight

Empty

I've been feeling sad for a while. Empty inside. Like there was something missing. But I didn't know what it could be, or who it could be. I kept this feeling a secret from my family and friends. I knew if they found out they would try and think of a way to fix it. I hate so much how they meddle in my personal life, especially when I have no idea what's going on. I lay here in my large bed meant for two, thinking to myself what could be wrong. I know it's not a money problem. My parents are very wealthy. I also know it's not loneliness. I have many friends here in Seattle, I also have a very handsome and popular boyfriend his names Eric. He's not what most girls think. He treats me great out in public but when we're alone he treats me like I owe him my life. Maybe that could be the problem. Maybe I should just break up with him. Even though I've tried before and when I did he almost broke my arm… I think I'll just bare through the pain. If he's the problem that's causing this feeling then I'd gladly allow him to hurt me once so I won't have to live with all this pain for the rest of my life. I sure hope he's the problem and not something else. I turn to look at my night stand where my alarm clock sits.

2 hours left until school starts. I get up to look for my outfit of the day. I find some old jeans and a dark grey t-shirt. I decide on some worn out converse for shoes. I use to dress like this all the time but my over controlling boyfriend didn't want to be seen with a tomboy and has been forcing me to dress like a spoiled little white girl. Since I'm planning on leaving him so I don't bother to dress in what he wants. I look into my mirror to see the face of a pale freckled girl with long curly auburn hair and chocolate brown eyes. I turn to my alarm clock and see I still have more than an hour and a half till school. I jump into the shower and let the cold water hit my body. I don't mind the cold I'm use to it. As I get out of the shower I notice I have a text from my friend Kat.

"Rene r u awake?" I laugh at her question because I've been up all night thinking. I quickly reply to her.

"Yea I've been awake for a while, why? Wats wrong?" as I hit send I sit on my bed putting on my socks and shoes. Literally 10 seconds later I get a reply.

"U better get to school quick, I just saw Eric with Melissa." I feel my face

clench up in anger then I tell myself not to worry because I don't need him.

"I don't need him anymore. I'm going to break up with him as soon as I see him today. I'll tell u about it later" I hit send and fall to bed.

"Ughh!"I can't wait to leave him" I say to myself. As I finish getting ready for school I hear my parents talking. It's odd because at this time of day they are usually already at work. I run down stairs and listen in on their conversation.

"I really think Reneseme needs to go visit Charlie, she needs to know her other grandfather like she knows Carlisle." Says Bella.

"But Charlie doesn't know about our secret yet. It's going to be really strange when he sees a fully grown teenager when he was expecting to see a 10 year old little girl." Edward shouts. He walks over to the window and stares out at the sun. His skin shimmers and shines like a diamond as the sun's rays hit his face. Rene looks over to Bella and sees her tear up. Edward then walks back over to her and hugs her tightly.

"I'm sorry Bella, I didn't mean to shout. We really need to find a better way to tell Charlie about us." He leans in and kisses her cheek.

"I know but I don't want him having a heart attack and dying just because he finds outs his only daughter was turned into a vampire while she gave birth to his hybrid granddaughter. This is all just so much I don't think he'll be able to take it. Maybe we should just let him in on some of the secrets. Maybe just Renesmee first." Bella tells Edward.

"Okay sure why not. But I think we need to tell Rene about this first before we send her off to Forks." Edward lets go of Bella and walks over near the stairs. Rene quickly and quietly runs back up the stairs to make it seem like she wasn't spying.