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*TRIGGER WARNING* MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SELF HARM, ABUSE, BLOOD, DRUGS AND SWEARING

PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE.

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 20th November, Monday

pain

That's all I felt, at the moment I want nothing but to disappear. 

Today is the day. The day where I finally get to do what I've been wanting to do for a long time. 

  

21st November, Tuesday

Jungkook's P.O.V

I just finished getting ready for school as I open my laptop and check my Gmail just in case, I see an unread email from school and clicked on it

"Good morning everyone, 

  Today I have some bad news, one of our fellow students has committed suicide last night, we will cancel school today and tomorrow to respect the student and people close to her. 

We send out our prayers, sorry for misfortune. 

  School of Performing Arts Seoul "

what? 

Someone committed suicide?? Who? 

I quickly grabbed my phone and texted my friends only to find out that I already received a message from them. 

Yoongi: Lets meet at the cafe we always go to. 

Taehyung: Okay.

Everything feels so...dry and dull? 

I quickly went out of the house not bothered to change my uniform and went to the cafe we always go after school. 

I walk on the streets as I see the cafe with 6 males wearing my schools uniform in front, I fastened my steps and ended up running over to them. 

"Sorry I'm late" I panted 

Everyone looked so..down. Some of their heads were looking at the ground while some where looking elsewhere avoiding eye contact. 

It was awkward. 

And I hated it. 

"Um, s-"

"Kim Nayoung" 

I look to Yoongi who just interrupted my sentence

"what?" 

"Kim Nayoung. She's the one who killed herself last night" 

I look at Yoongi with wide eyes

Nayoung? 

"That quiet girl??" 

everyone nods 

Kim Nayoung

She was quiet. She never talked in class, never talked to anyone in fact. 

She always wore a black hoodie over her uniform even though we are not supposed to. 

She was in every one of my class and to be honest sometimes I forget she's there

But why do I feel so sad? I never talked to her or payed attention to her, no one did. Because we were all scared of her.

Nayoung always kept her head low wearing the hood over her eyes, It was creepy

Maybe that was the problem? No one payed attention to her or even cared 

Now I kinda wish I helped her? 

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 16, 2018 ⏰

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