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Ok so ever two chapters is one story just from two different point of views and I kinda write depressing stuff so please don't report or anything.
Stay strong💕Her Story 1
I'm gonna tell you a story about a girl. She was everyone's friend she was kind she was adored by her friends and tries her hardest to be happy... on the outside. On the inside she was breaking and felt like no one wanted her and she felt like she just needed to disappear and never come back. Her quote was fake a smile a day it keeps the questions away and she knew this all to well. She wanted to cut but she had to wait she couldn't do it yet cause she would be caught. She can't be caught because then she could say she's fine and no one would question it. She promises she's fine and she looks as happy as can be but on the inside she's drowning and she just needs help but she won't ask and that's why she's writing this all she can do is hope someone gets mosey and doesn't believe her fake smile anymore and helps her back to her old self who was actually happy and not the girl who cuts her self to sleep and wants to do nothing but cut but she has to wait because she can't let anyone see. This girl is broken and needs help save her.
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For know he keeps her alive but he doesn't know it. She just wants him to notice her and acknowledge that he saved her but he gets that all the time. She just the world to see her happy so that's all she shows. Her happy but one day someone will see in and the s he won't be able to fake a smile anymore no one will believe her smile of laugh or anything she does except one.
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She's stressed her anxiety has gotten worse and worse and gets worse each day. She wants help she needs it but she won't ask because she is afraid that she will be judged and told "it will go away it or can't do any harm."She wants to ask for help but she's know it will just be a repeat of the last time she needed help they will just tell her to sleep more and it will go away but her thoughts won't leave her alone so she can't sleep but they don't understand so she fakes a smile everyday and hopes no one will notice her pain.
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Today she felt more broken and down and alone then she ever had she was begging for help but no knew all she wanted was someone to keep her from drowning but she couldn't help but think just to herself that Prince Charmings don't exists and she'll never find love cause who would love a girl who can't love herself
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This girl is fights everyday and everyone sees but they did don't know because her fight is inside where no one can see and that's how she likes it. She gets asked what's wrong and she makes an excuse every-time all she wants is for someone to save her but no one notices the lies she tells
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There's a boy and this girl loves him all she wants is to be noticed by him she wants him to say hi to her everyday she wants to hold his hand and cuddle him and steel his sweatshirt. He won't notice her and even if he does who would love a suicidal girl like her
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Everyday she got closer to the point that she would do it and give up she would leave all that pretended to care behind she would find in time that the pain was bearable and she could have just cut
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She hit her final breaking point when she left and went away it wasn't only 1 month later she slipped from the worlds grasp she will be missed and she will never know how much she was loved.