I sharpened the razor blade and slowly cut into my skin. One,Two,Three and more.It didnt hurt anymore.I was into much pain mentally to think about it.I left 6 long deep marks on my skin.
"Katie Katie get your fat fucking arse fucking down here NOW" I herd my step-mum shout.I quickly pulled my trousers up and ran down the stairs.
"What have you been doing up there."Rosie my step mum asked.My dad had died when I was 9 so I was left with the bitch of a step mum Rosie.I am 18 now.My dad was an amazing person from what I can remember.My first memories of him is him giving me a kiss when I was crying memories like that really showed how much he loved me.
My mum was a druggy.The first memory's I had of her was she came in when I was about 9 2 days after my dad died,she came in and tryed to rob the house she didnt recognize me.When I said mum,she replied with"I am not your mum why would I have a such an ugly daughter with such a low life.I am glad your farther has died."Those word rang round my head for years.Losing my dad,having a rubbish mother was enough but the fact that my step mum took her anger out on me made me break.I had to cover the bruises up with make-up some times it was a burn or it was on my face.I wore so much make-up all over my body.I couldn't tell anyone.I wasn't aloud facebook or anything.I had a paper round so the fact that I can buy her cigarettes.
"erm erm"I said shaking.I couldn't tell her that I self harm.It would only make her worse.I had to live with her as the rest of my family lived away in Ireland.That's where I was originally from Ireland but my dad had to come over due to a job and thats where He met my step mum.She had always done this to me it became a routine.Get up, clean, get hit, go to school come home cook get hit go to sleep.Day in day out.
"Go and get me some cigarettes from up stairs" She ordered.I did as she orded.I came down with the empty cigarette packet.
"Its empty"I said shaking.I knew what was coming.
"LIER"she shouted.I felt a hand slap across my face.I winced a bit.
"Did it hurt.Did it fucking hurt"She shouted.I didn't say anything.
"Answer me"She ordered.
"yes"I muttered.
I felt a burning sensation on my hand.I looked down,she stood there with a burning hot spoon on the back of my hand.
"Go up stairs"She ordered.I did as she was told.When I got up stairs.I slowly pulled out my hidden dirary and started writing.It was my only escape.
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FanfictionKatie couldnt cope with her abusive step mum.She didnt think she could be saved but Niall proved her wrong.
