Best Friend Turned Lovers

My Free Verse

I remember meeting you a few years ago.

Everything was perfectly, dandy and fine

till one day you told a threat.

I cried like a waterfall because of how much it hurt.

You constantly kept emotionally abusing me,

All you did was invade my privacy,

You always forced me to do things I never wanted to do.

What kind of a boyfriend is that?

Apparently that's you...

Over time you apologized,

And I always accepted your apology.

Why, do I do it?

Because I loved you,

And you always meant something.

Time flies by and it happens again...

Why don't you ever learn?

Don't you see you're abusing me?

Don't you see that I'm suffering,

While you're just enjoying life?

I never say a word to make you happy,

And you just continued to do so...

Eventually I accepted you,

And that was another huge mistake I did.

I thought you changed,

I was partially wrong....

You seemed a lot nicer and perfectly peaceful,

And you actually cared for once.

One day all of a sudden his old ways was back.

Everything was back to the original...

Back to the abusive relationship..

I was surly happy...not...

So later on the day, I just told him a few words.

"I don't need you in my life anymore,

All you did was make me more unstable

Than I already am. Goodbye."

Now I live a semi-decent life.

I feel a little more happier,

But the bad part is,

I'm afraid to love again.