Vlog Squad One shots

ALWAYS

September 23 2021

David's P.O.V

I wake up to the sound of my phone ringing I slowly turn my head to get my phone on my night stand but imedietly feel a pain in my heart as I feel the same empty spot where my love used to lay. I shake off the thought and pick up the phone , it was Jason.

"Hey Jason what's up" I said , " Good Morning Dave , umm so I got a hold of that alligator you wanted the animal holder said he would drive down, so if you want to come to the house in a couple of hours to shoot " , "Yea of course I didn't have anything to film so this is great I will come by in an hour bye Jason" , " Bye David see you soon"

I hung up and put my phone down and let out a sigh knowing that the girl I love has still not arrived.

Liza.Liza Koshy.She left 4 years ago for university in Houston she could have stayed here in L.A and just did YouTube here but she decided it was better if she had an education.Just thinking about her made my heart clench.

Every touch
Every feel
Every kiss
Every hug

I missed it . I missed her.I couldn't stand it anymore I needed her but I knew it had been so long that she might have someone new in her life since we did decide to go on a break.

We decided that if she still had has her ring on than she was still in love with me but if she didn't she had moved  on. Wich hurt me but I respected it.

After she left everyone changed became more distant Gabbie barley  hangs out with us anymore she comes occasionally to talk with Kristen but that's about it Alex and many more also slowly left the vlogs wich hurt me but I understood that they felt uncomfortable with a camera in there face 24/7.

Also Liza blew up on YouTube when she left she now has over 30M just on her YouTube chanel!This had caused her to be cast in so many movies shows and more she had told me that she was doing online college she graduated 3 months ago...but she hasn't come back cause she's on set of her own T.V show I haven't talked to her in months the only time I see her is through my screen.Gabbie Alex and Kristen are the only ones who are very close to her which kills me.

I had to get my mind off of this so I get up and grab my vlog camera and walk out to my Tesla to drive down to Jason's house.

When I get there I park and knock on the door Scott opens it and says "Good morning " "morning " I say back and walk in

When I get in I'm surprised to see Gabbie sitting on the couch on her phone.She looks up at me with wide eyes and says "hey I haven't seen you in so long " " I know we've been busy, not to be rude or anything but why are you here?"I asked."oh Jason told me you guys had to surprise me with something for the vlog and I'm not busy this week so I said sure " "Oh ok do you know where Jason is ?" I asked "Yea in the kitchen"

I nodded and walked out to the kitchen he was sitting there drinking coffee until he saw me and showe'd me his phone wich which was the text from the animal handler who said was going to be here in 5 min so I nodded back and walked back to Gabbie have her a blind fold and say her on the floor and shot the bit.

After the bit everyone was sitting down chilling Kristen came back from the gym  and so did Todd.We decided to have a hang out so we texted Heath and Zane Carly and Erin and Matt to come over.

Eventually everyone was here and they started talking about the thing I wanted to talk about the lest Liza.

"Have you seen her she was in the cover of Vouge this month said Kristen while jumping up and down clearly very proud of her best friend she started to show everyone including me and she looked stunning she was cut to be a celebrity I was so proud But at the same time I'm kinda jealous that she forgot about me when I'm clearly struggling to go another day with out her she was like toxic that just consumed me.

"I'm so proud of her I hope she comes and visits us soon I really miss her " said Gabbie needing her best friend Alex put his arm over her shoulder and said "we all miss her but she is doing what she loves and we can't stop her".Everyone nodded in agreement."let's put on the movie and try and cheer up" said Matt I was Thankfull for that cause I couldn't  bear to hear more.

The movie had started about 5min ago when we all started to hear shouts and camera clicks out side and people calling someone's name.

Clearly all confused we decided to go outside . And when we did our lawn was full of paparazzi all pointed towards a black car.

I was so confused as to what The he'll was going on but before I got a chance to say anything security started to make a path way from the door of the car and it opened.

Out came Leo Howard one of the fastest rising actors in holly wood.But I was still very confused."what is he doing her ?" Kristen asked but sounded kinda star struck

But then I see it and everyone around grasped as they saw a high heel came out of the car this all happened  in slow motion she steeped out wearing a tight ripped jeans that hugged her legs so nicely and on top she wore a very tiny halter top that fit her perfectly then I set my eyes on her face...her perfect caramel skin her beautiful once short curls now go to her mid back she was stunning and it was Liza Koshy the girl I had been waiting for 4 years and  I struggled to keep myself from running to her but stopped myself when Leo held her hand and wrapped the other around her small waist .

My blood boils seeing someone else touch her.The paparazzi went crazy  around them trying to get through security asking questions like , Are you guys dating?  How long? What are your upcoming movies? Liza and Leo started to walk quickly towards us and bent there heads down as the paparazzi tried to get closer to them.

They got to us and pushed us in the house and locked the door.After a couple minutes they looked out the window to make sure they were all gone and they where .

Kristen and Gabbie ran to Liza screaming I missed you I missed you Liza feel back laughing as the two girls cried over there friend .Finally they got up laughing and everyone else went to her to hug her everyone was teared eyed from this unexpected visit.

I walked slowly to her hopping to catch a glimpse of her hand as she hugged Zane who was crying.But I co uldnt so I waited  until they pulled away.

We locked eyes and this unexplainable feeling ran through my body, but it quickly turned intobsadness when liza reached up to tuck one of her curls behind her ear

She wasn't wearing the ring any more from the corner of my eye I saw Gabbie cover her mouth Kristen did the same once they saw that the ring was gone too.

She isn't  mine any more
she sleeps in the arms of another
She Laughs because of someone else
She cries in another's arms

She loves someone else

But I didn't I loved her.

Liza looked at me,and moved closer until she was against me.

I missed this the feeling of having her against me,feeling her heartbeat against mine smelling her scent that still lingered  my room.Everything.

But she pulled away and smiled ,Liza took a step back and rested against Leo's chest he looked at peace when he felt her.Thats when my heart really  broke,because I knew that look the look he was giving g
"This is my boyfriend Leo ,we've been dating for 2 years now" said liza as she wrapped her arms around his torso and smiled as she looked at him.

Everyone said there hellos and congrats to the couple until Matt said "we were about to watch a movie you guys can stay of if you like ?"

Yea of couras they responded they sat togeather cuddling on the opposite couch

It hurt me but I was distracted when Gabbie whispered "I'm sorry Liza moved on David I know you really Loved her maybe you should too"

"No,that dosnt matter I cant move on I still love her" I told Gabbie

"After all this time?"she asked

"Always" I said.