I'm Not Jealous -creek-

Chapter: 19 so i guess its time to randomly panic?

Tweeks pov

My Breath Hitches

I can feel the air start to get thick, the little closet that we're in suffocating me as I look for the words to say. I wouldn't lie that I'm abit startled by this question.

" n-no...." I say finally taking that one over needed shaky breath " w-why would you even t-think that?" I say maybe about to defensive " tweek. Just tell me the tru-" " w-what do you think I'm doing!??" I yell a little to loud, dang I could really be using that extra air right now. I feel like I'm gonna pass out. But why not just keep getting worked up? Even if I am telling the truth, why is this conversation making me uneasy?

Craig goes to put his hand on my shoulder " tweek calm down okay-" I quickly hit his hand away " A-aRe YoU CalLING M-me a F-FUCKING L-LA-LAIR CRAIG???" I say gasping for air. I honestly don't understand why I'm freaking out so much. This is very strange,its kinda scary. I guess all the stuff I've been thinking about have finally gotten to me. Maybe I finally went nuts in the head.

Untill I can finally get my head around what's going on I'm in Craig's arms. He's rocking me back and fourth. His shirts wet, wait no. Those are my tears? Hopefully I didn't ruin his shirt.

" shusshhhh....its okay....just...stay calm okay??? I won't ask anything.....I believe you okay?" His he telling the truth? Im not sure. Craig is a good person. He knows I'm not lying...maybe its finally time to get back into my senses.

I quickly back up and whip my face, that was embarrassing. I haven't freaked out about something so small in such a long time, " I...i-i sorry i-...I don't " I stutter looking to say something that might make what just happened understandable to craig but I can't find the words, once again they won't come out of my mouth. God.

Craig looks worried for me, its weird seeing that expression on his face, he doesn't where it very much but its quiet soothing even if its sad, he looks like he wants to say something but can't find the words.

Well I mean after that random freak out who wouldn't?

The door quickly opens and I see Clyde standing there " times u-....oh shit you guys okay??" Clyde asks genuinely concerned, token coming up behind him. Damn I'm really concerning a lot of people today. I should really go and leave them alone.

I quickly run out of the closet feeling Craig try and grab me, I hear abit of yelling as I dash for the door

As I opened it I see kenny just about to walk up the steps, Kenny's expression changes from a happy one into a worried one. He quickly walks up the steps "teacup what's wrong? What happened..?"  As soon as he says this I feel myself tear up again.

I don't understand why I'm crying

Is it fear??

Is it concer?

Is it love??

is it anger?...

I....I'm not sure.