He's taking my virginity and I'm letting him. I never thought this would really happen . Ronnie told me all about sex , you know the birds and the bees . I told her I wouldn't have sex till I was ready . I always knew I loved baby boy but I never thought it was like this. Well back to it . It hurt at first I guess he could tell because I could feel him slowing down than he stoppedand look at me , so I looked up at him " what's wrong ? Why did you stop ? " . " I'm hurting you ". I told him I was fine than he asked if I wanted to finish. I told him well I guess you know this is my first time so I don't really know how this goes. We start again but slowly I feel everything. It doesn't hurt anymore. He can tell I like it now he goes a little faster. After like what seemed forever we're finally done I guess I fall asleep because everything went black. The next thing I know it's around 12ish noon. I hear baby boy in the bathroom so I put his shirt back on and go in to the bathroom to talk to him like we normally do . I sit on the kill it and start talking to him . He asked me what I wanted to do for my birthday. I didn't answer him for a second I guess I was daydream because when I snapped back he was in front of me . " did you hear me bells ? " . " no , my bad what did you say " He was just laughing. me being me what's so funny little boy ? He replied back " little boy , I wasn't a little boy last night. I got up and asked him what is that supposed to mean? He said well you know , stop , no, don't it hurts , than he started laughing again . He could tell I didn't find it funny so he picked me up and took me in the shower with him I told him but i still have all my clothes on . He looked in my eyes he knows that's my weakness. At this moment we're kissing again. I love his lips always so soft and warm. With each kiss I moan a little more which makes him giggle. Well what happened next wasn't a surprise to anyone . It doesn't hurt this time it felt good . Now I'm moaning all crazy. He whispered happy birthday bells into my ear. He knew I couldn't say anything back. 20 mins later we're done and out of the shower. Once we're dressed he rolled a couple blunts one for me , one for him and than one for us. I told him I know what I want to do for my birthday. What is that bells? This right here and later go see Ronnie and Ryan. Okay bells. We finish smoking and we order some food. Than we run to the store for some snacks. Finally back at the house I looked at him and say baby boy I love you . I guess it took him by surprise cuz he looks shocked. I know bells. I love you too. Than out of nowhere baby boy looked at me and said best friend can I ask you something. I said yeah anything. Are you my girlfriend now ? What did you just ask me Baby boy ? Are you my girlfriend now ? If you want me to be .
