𝘣𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵

𝓽𝓸𝓸 𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓮 ; 𝓳𝓲𝓶𝓲𝓷

"I'm home"

I said tiredly after a chaotic day at work. Hoping to hear the sound of my sunshine to charge my draining battery. But instead of hearing her angelic voice, only the sound of  echoes responded. A clear disappointment washed over my face.

I noticed the house was dark and gloomy. No sight of her sitting on the couch watching her favourite show. It's already 8 at night but why haven't she turn on the lights.

Where is she?

A question popped in my mind.

I went to search for her all over the ground floor. First at the kitchen then bathroom to see that there were no sight of her. I finally climb up the stairs to our shared bedroom to be met by locked door.

My heart felt sudden worries as my stomach churnedㅡ starting to feel panic. My hand on the cold knob made a twist again but failed to open as it was locked.

I clenched my fist tightly. Gaining my last strength as I slammed my shoulder onto the wooden door, forcefully opening it. 

But what I saw next was disheartening. The colour on my face drained. Almost feeling like my world spin. My eyes widened as I see the scene unfolds before me.

The most heartbreaking view.

There she is, laying lifelessly on the floor with bubbles coming out from her pale lips. Her eyes shut and her arms fall limp on her side. Her figure on the cold floor made my heart stopped completely.

I feel like I can't breath. A big lump stucked in my throat.

Without realizing, a tear slipped out my eyes. My hands shake and my knees wobble as I fall before the girl I love.

"N-no.."

;flashback

It's been a month after [Name]'s mother passed away. She was never getting betterㅡ she just wasn't the same anymore. She may look normal at first glance, but when night comes, I can see her empty iris staring back at me while her lips smile.

As I saw her getting out of the washroom, I noticed her eyes red and puffy. Feeling worriness wash over me, I went to her and embrace her in my arms.

"Baby, you okay?" I asked while swaying our bodies together. I knew she wasn't but I don't want to ask her or else I knew her [eye colour] iris will be covered with unwanted warm liquid.

I thought, this little gesture may calm her and her misery.

"I'm fine Jimin" She looks up at me and flashed me a smile. Almost fooling my mind that she's fine. "Then why are your eyes all red" My lips puckeredㅡ asking for a kiss.

She laughs and peck my cheek insteadㅡ standing on her tiptoes and her arms around my neck. "I just had something in my eyes" She fluted.

"Have you got it removed?" I went on with her answer. Not wanting to stress her even more. I knew she lied but I thought that giving her space will help her recover. She nods.

I ignored the redness of her eyes. I thought that being clueless and loving her continuously will someday change her point of view about life and made her the girl she was.

"You know what [Name], I love you so much." She giggled as I give her butterfly kisses all over her faceㅡ especially her pretty eyes. When I kiss her lips, she whispered softly "Always know that I love you too jimin"

I continued. "I wanna grow old with you" and suddenly her smile dropped. I saw her eyes getting dull. But she faked a smile and give me a tight hug. "I will always be with you Jiminie"

; end of flashback

I thought time heals.

But I was wrong.