Wreck! / Jungkook x Reader fanfic

Part Six: Im a girl

Not-strangely enough, I encountered Jungkook on the way.

"Oh," he said for some reason looking surprised as if he didn't know he was going to see me in the only place I go to be alone. I just looked at him and continued walking.

"Y/n," he said grabbing my arm making me turn back.

"What?"

"Apparently not since you can just walk away so easily without even letting me speak,"

What the fuck am I saying, I wasn't even going to say anything...

"I know, I'm really sorry, we can talk," he said looking everywhere but at me.

I stood for a while then started walking back to the secret kingdom.

We both sat on the same boulder we sat on the day before.

"Y/n, I'm pretty sure I'm not gay. I mean I'm not gay! I'm not. But I like you, which is why I'm so confused, because I'm not sure how I like you. And it's driving me crazy because I've never even felt like this for a girl, maybe because I never got the chance to connect with anyone, or maybe because almost every girl I've talked to 90% of the time just talks about my fame or the band or something along the lines without actually asking about me, or telling me about them. And maybe it's just you! I honestly don't know, but whenever I'm around you, it's like your not even a guy, for some reason that just like filters out, probably because you make a very feminine guy, and you also have a girl name-"

I grabbed his rambling face and put my lips on his forcing him to stop talking for a good while. He kissed back.

When we separated it clicked in my brain what I just did.

We looked in each other's eyes for moments and I could see his lips starting to form a smile before he snapped out of it and said "oh my god I'm gay,".

"No Jungkook your aren't!" I said closing my eyes tight.

"What? You kissed me and I liked it."

"Jungkook, a gay person is a guy who likes a guy,"

"And I like you,"

"Jungkook you dumbass I'm not a guy!" I blurted out.

"What?" He said hesitantly

"I'm not a guy," I whispered.

"I'm not a guy," I said a bit louder.

"Please don't be mad,"

"What do you mean you're not a guy?" He said shocked and with a disgusted facial expression.

I could feel tears coming as the slight thought of what could happen to me crossed my mind.

"Jungkook you have to understand why I did this," I said feeling my cheeks turn hot.

"I'm a girl,"

"What do you mean?!"

"I'm a girl but I disguised myself as a guy so I could meet my dad..."

"Prove it,"

"What?"

"Prove that you're a girl,"

"How do you want me to do that?!"

"...just uh..."

"I don't have an Adam's apple,"

"So you just lied to everyone? Why didn't you tell anyone? What did you think would happen? Why are you dressed as a girl just to meet your dad?"

"Because I don't have a passport!"

"What!?"

"Sit down! I'll tell you the story if you promise to listen and try to understand,"

He nodded slowly and sat down but he still looked angry.

"Ever since I was really little I dreamed of finding my dad. I needed to find out why he left. When I was 15 I thought up a plan to leave to Korea and find him. For some reason it didn't click to me that you needed a passport in order to leave for another country. It took me so much courage to leave my mother and sister. I was doing this for them too. But if I turned back now, I would have never gone back and done it. I waited in the airport thinking up another plan. I overheard some girls, fans of yours I'm assuming, they said that your guys's private jet was heading to South Korea the next day. I never checked in so I quickly went to Walmart, bought some scissors, went into the bathroom and cut my hair. I also changed into some sweat pants and a hoodie. I bought a cheep binder and took off all of my makeup. I figured I could disguise myself as a male flight attendant and get a ride with you guys. I went back to the airport where I overheard a flight attendant speaking Korean, I assumed he was working for you guys. I followed him to a room where all the other flight attendants would get ready and he was alone at the time...so I knocked him out..."

"Y/N!"

"Wait just listen...I knocked him out and then put on his flight attendant clothes. I dragged him into the closet. Don't worry he was still alive, but he was unconscious. When Jake and Alex got there I told them that Jayden, the guy, had gotten sick and I would be filling in for him. They believed me. They believed me so much that even the Pilot believed it just by listening to how convinced Jake and Alex were. I chose the wrong day to pretend to be a flight attendant,"

"Ok, so you...cut off all of your hair, knocked a flight attendant unconscious, lied about your identity, lied to a pilot, lied to flight attendants, and lied to me...to see your dad when you could've just gotten your passport?"

"...it sounded reasonable in the heat of the moment," I said looking down and realizing how stupid I was.

"You lied to me y/n. Is that even your real name?"

"Yes, it is. I'm sorry Jungkook but if you guys all found out, and if we somehow in hell got out of here. I would be stuck in jail," I said worried with my voice shaking. He looked at me and pulled the top half of my body in for a hug.

"I'm here y/n. I won't tell anyone. But just promise to tell me the truth from now on,"

"I promise," I said with my head tucked into his chest.

"Is that why you never took off the jacket?" He said releasing me.

"Yeah, trust me, I was suffocating and I wanted to so bad but I wasn't exactly able to just take off my shirt whenever I felt like it like you guys," I said chuckling.

He looked me up and down and said "why not?". I punched him in the shoulder and said "it's a binder you idiot,".

"What the hell is that?" He said laughing and rubbing his shoulder.

"It's like a shirt but its really tight and it makes you flat. It also fucking hurts when you're still new to them," I said adjusting  it from over my shirt. He just stayed looking at my face and I smiled.

"You were too pretty to be a guy,"

"Have you seen Taehyung?"

"True never mind but still. Your beautiful, even when you were...well when I thought you were a guy. I hated to admit to myself that you're beautiful,"

I stayed smiling then kissed him again. This time it was longer. A while longer before we let go and he said that we should get back to eat. We walked back hand in hand but let go when we were in the 'public' eye.