Prologue:
As I thought back reminding myself how terrible my life was, how screwed up I had been, I stood standing here in the bathroom looking blankly at the mirror only to see my pitiful and helpless reflection. The decision was obvious. A quick thought of my family had entered my mind and how I would soon be reunited with them once again. With the bottle tight in my grasp, I took 8 or so pills in my other hand and threw them into my mouth and swallowed. I glanced back up at the mirror one more time before I let my body fall to the cold ground...
